- Username
- Hange
- Date posted
- 198d ago
Struggling with intrusive thoughts and feelings of self-doubt and fear.
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For me dealing with intrusive thoughts in the form of like words is easy, I could live my life with them and ofc it wouldn’t be easy but, dealing with intrusive images of me doing what the intrusive thoughts said and believing that that image isn’t an image but me really doing it is just horrible, horrifying, awful, terrifying and just makes me asume that the thing did happen and now I’m just reviewing and INCAPABLE of accepting uncertainty because I feel that if I do that means that I don’t care and that I’m not worthy of love and care and that I’m not a person that you can trust and that I’m evil