I feel 99.9% certain that i am a doll. i cant stop thinking sbout and and its getting to the point where people are asking me if im ok but if i dont act like one somethings going to happen to me.
Know that you’re not alone, and always realize that what you’re feeling is entirely something of a false infiltration on your mind, it isn’t real and it’s something that shouldn’t even be acknowledged, nothing will happen to you, even if you act a certain way or don’t, you’re human, just like me and everyone else here on this app, you’re not alone, and you’re 100% human. and 0% Doll.
So I’ve had this thing for a long time where my OCD makes me think my ‘energy’ can slightly disrupt computers, electronics, etc because of what is actually just simple coincidences…When that happens, I just have to remind myself that my silly OCD obviously wants me to be a comic book character. OCD can be a nasty little trickster like that… so just like I’m not a part of the X-Men, you’re not a doll.
Does anyone imagine they are doing their harm thoughts during an action, making you feel like you acted on your thoughts? For example, someone gave me a hug and at the last second I imagined I was touching something I shouldn’t during the hug? I want to make it clear it’s something I have zero desire to do! But the problem is, I thought it on purpose and it makes me sick !! Obviously nothing happened but my mind is telling me that was me trying to do it. Even though it was physically impossible to do. Am I a monster or could this be OCD? I’m freaking out and don’t want to be here anymore. I feel like I’m the exception and that this isn’t OCD. I know I post about this stuff a lot but I’m struggling and don’t know what to do.
hi, i have been to deal with this myself, but it’s not working, my theme is what if i’m in a simulation, like what if none of this is not real, and every time i try and get help i think” what if the simulation is trying to convince me im not in a simulation” i don’t think this is going to end.
My body has done weird things during interactions and sometimes it feels like the movements came from me, like I controlled them. It’s freaking terrifying. Sometimes I believe I’ve gone psycho. I don’t know who the fuck I am anymore. Maybe I should just accept that I’m a danger to society.
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