- Date posted
- 1y
Praying to Exist
One of my biggest struggles with OCD is the necessity to pray. Not because I feel drawn to the Holy Spirit to pray not because I feel close to God to pray, but to make sure I don’t go to hell or to not have to deal with the thoughts throughout the day that I have to pray in order to exist I before I can listen to music. I have to pray before I can eat. I have to pray before I can sleep. I have to pray before I can even really exist on this earth even as soon as I wake up during the day, I have to pray, a constant being forced to pray instead of being devoted to prayer.