- Date posted
- 1y
Im sotired
I am jsut so tired i want to go to sleep but my brain wont let me i feel weird and anxious and sick physically i dont know why i just feel so wrong rigjt now i just want to sleep
I am jsut so tired i want to go to sleep but my brain wont let me i feel weird and anxious and sick physically i dont know why i just feel so wrong rigjt now i just want to sleep
This is me right now, we can get through it š¤š¤
I hate that you feel this way , I struggle so much with insomnia and always thinking horrible thoughts and everything..
I want to go do something I enjoy so badly but I feel like I donāt deserve it. Iām full of guilt, shame, and anxiety. I wish I felt okay like I did a few days ago. I feel so awful right now. I hate OCD. I HATE pocd. I hate all of it. I wish this was easier. Sometimes I have the thought that I wish I was the things my OCD makes me afraid I am out of desperation to stop the anxiety, but then that thought makes me panic bc I donāt actually mean that or want that I just want the anxiety and urgency in the compulsions to stop. Iām so tired
I canāt stop crying. My thoughts are going insane, theyāre so fast I canāt keep up. I want to tell everyone around me whatās happening (my family doesnāt even know about my OCD). I canāt seem to resist compulsions today. Iām freaking out. I want to give up. I feel like Iām suffocating in whatever is going on. I feel like I need to go to a hospital. I donāt know how to ask for help. I donāt feel okay. I donāt understand this at all. It feels like I took some random drug. Iām really scared Iām sorry, I am so panicked. Itās embarrassing but I feel so desperate for help right now I feel crazy
I was trying to sleep in an aunt house and Iām suffering from nightmares or when I take naps or sleep I dream horrible things, and I took a little nap and I was about to start having a nightmare and I woke up. Thereās a person that lives here and heās not even here but I was about to have a dream with him itās so scary heās not even my family member or anything. And like itās a delicate topic. But itās the feeling that I canāt even sleep sometimes without dreaming this things that are so scary . And the groinal responses are about to kill me ! This is truly destroying my life I donāt know what to do I donāt want to be like this but Iām too tired to stay awake and too tired to sleep
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