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Im not sure,my sister never showed ocd signs but one day she came to our house i was 17 living with my mom and started crying saying she is having panio attacks and has two voices in her head that are out of her control and speak to ger telling her scary things. At that time i had hocd theme but didn't knew i had ocd and i was highly functional so it was heartbreaking seeing her like that i thought she was gonna go crazy. Thankfully she got over that not sure if completely but she isn't mentioning anything and now i took her spot, ironic how life brings it,my father definitely had issues he left us when i was like 6 months because he was scared he was gonna kill my mother and us,he was really abusive towards my mother and he was extremely perfectionist not sure what he had. My first cousin is bipolar and my other one associal (maybe an extreme introvert not sure where i draw the line)so yeah genetically we have some issues.
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Oh god, I’m so sorry to hear it’s been such a tough time for your family and you. My family was dysfunctional too, and I think OCD (which is likely genetical) is only part of the problem, the other part being people making really bad decisions and not accepting their responsibilities towards their children
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my mom shows definite signs of ocd but she doesn’t “believe in it” so it’s all the more irritating when i try to ask her about mine!
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I’m sorry to hear that. I can’t discuss this stuff with my family either. I just hope that when I have my own kids I’ll be available for them in every struggle they will want to discuss
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@scaredbunny yes! i hope that i will be too. in the meantime, even though we’re on an app and i may never know who you are, that doesn’t matter because i’m always here to talk if you need to :)
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@suuums Awww thank you so much! I love this community
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@scaredbunny of course! and me too :) even though we’re all have our own struggles, everybody is willing to help another person out
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For me, I can never know because of how mental illness is viewed in my culture. I technically was the first one in my family to get a formal diagnosis so now the chain starts with me ?
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Yeah, actually same. I don’t have a diagnosis for my parents either, but some things my mom did and does strongly suggests she’s not ok too. She even has this ‘normal ocd’ with compulsively cleaning stuff and still doesn’t seek help
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Scaredb Thank you, actually my childhood was the best period of my life it was amazing no ocd no bullshit just a kid enjoying life *sign*good times,my father left when i was young so i (thankfully) didn't see or feel any abuse,my life started deteriorating when i hit puberty (13) i suddenly developed social anxiety even though as a kid i was super extroverted and confident than at 15 i developed homosexual ocd so i had a sweet sa ocd combo,i got over sa at around 17 but hocd lasted until 20 where suddenly i developed existamental ocd where i need to be sure people are real that's my theme right now it's the worse i ever got. I know you probably didn't want to learn all that but i wanted to tell that lol
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That’s totally ok to share and you’re not alone with all this now. Do you get help though?
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Offcource, i have went to a therapist not erp based thought but im generaly intelligent so i have spended a lot of time learning about ocd and i have done lot of erp on my own so i am pretty good at the moment like the panic period has passed,im not perfect thought but im generaly fine ☺️
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My dad and my uncle have OCD. But both sides of my family have severe anxiety which I unfortunately inherited.
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My mom seems to show symptoms of OCD but has never been formally diagnosed. Hers seems to be much more mild than mine and different theme but I’m always very positive that seeing her deal with OCD growing up had an effect on the manifestation of mine :P
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Anyone who has had sexual orientation OCD since the “dating age” (middle school/high school)— how did you ever determine your sexuality? I don’t want reassurance because I understand our experiences may be different. I’m just curious— did you try boys and girls? Did you just find your person and know? I started having SOOCD at age 16 and I’m now 28. OCD has ruined my ability to date more than anything else. I feel like it stole my chance at love. I’ve had three long-term situationships with men. I adored them but they were also toxic because I think I subconsciously didn’t believe I deserved better. I felt that if I knew the relationship wouldn’t work because of fundamental differences, at least it was okay that I couldn’t fully be present in the relationship. Not sure if this makes sense, but I’m just grieving that part of my life I missed out on.
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My mom will sit and listen to me for quite a while, but she interrupts a lot and gets angry/upset. While I appreciate her passion, it's often stressful. Every time I come to her, if I even *mention* OCD, she gets frustrated and says, "Everyone deals with these issues, you know. It doesn't mean it's OCD." And I repeat, "I'm not saying my issues are unique — I'm saying the way I respond to them is a problem." But she just shakes her head and says, "Okay, I need to get back to my day." Full context, I'm an adult, and I live with my boyfriend, but I'm staying at my mom's for the next month. After living away from home for years, I went back to living with her during the pandemic, and I only recently left to live with him. Honestly, I think living with her for so long in my adulthood really messed with me and made me feel like a teenager all over again. I feel like my mental growth is stunted, and that's part of why my OCD is so bad lately. Not blaming, just noticing. She doesn't seem to understand how relieving the OCD diagnosis has been for me, because it explains so so so many things I've struggled with for years, and it's exciting to have more resources that can help me. But I think she sees it as me finding an excuse to *not* work on myself, which is just untrue. I'm not going to let OCD hold me back or use it as an excuse, but I'm also not going to pretend it's not a problem when I know it is — I was even diagnosed through NOCD. The whole point being to fix it, not use it as a crutch. When I have an issue, it's unbearable. Any issue, big or small, feels just the same. I feel a sinking feeling, my mind races, my heart beats out of my chest. I end up running to my support systems, crying, ruminating for days on end. Then, months later, the same exact issue can feel like nothing anymore, because it's no longer an obsession. I'm sure everyone deals with issues in a similar way, but I *know* there is something specific and debilitating going on with me. This is reassurance seeking, but in the face of being told I'm making a big deal out of nothing, can someone diagnosed with OCD tell me if they relate to the specific intensity of these feelings??
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I feel super sad and depressed i'm tired of feeling so scared it's really changing me. My mom is a pretty difficult person she's a borderline narcissist. Over the years our relationship has changed a lot and recently i've been pretty hard on her because i feel so angry that she's not able to support me mentally in the ways that i need. I see now that she's mentally ill herself and i should be nicer and more understanding. she doesn't know better and she's trying her best. she was just a girl once and i feel bad that i said she lacks a motherly instinct. i love her a lot and i love seeing her laugh and be herself. she's super beautiful and unique and she deserved so much more out of life. I think my ocd makes me super angry towards the people in my life because i know i deserve the love i give. I would be so willing to have a really deep loving conversation with the people close to me yet i get such surface level support.
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