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need someone to talk to please 18+ (it’s quite tmi/nsfw but i don’t know what else to do anymore or who to tell)
need someone to talk to please 18+ (it’s quite tmi/nsfw but i don’t know what else to do anymore or who to tell)
I’m here and 18+
@Blueberrycows i’m really sorry if me telling you this is tmi or anything like that 😭 i just don’t know what else to do. i have a girlfriend pretty much and a few times we’ve engaged in sexual conversations with it being long distance and all, we’ve only just started having these conversations because we have pretty much only just got together so i knew that they’d come around. i didn’t think that i’d be scared of it. she said something that i obviously liked and i wanted to engage more with the conversation and obviously do things but my mind kept telling me i can’t because if i do it’ll be for the wrong reasons and that im turned on because of my trigger. i’m so scared because i feel like im letting her down by not being able to participate in these conversations that sometimes im starting. it’s making me worry that im not attracted to her and that im genuinely a p
@Brat545 i’m so worried because i know in the past i would’ve acted out on that feeling but now im absolutely terrified. it’s like i wanted to but i knew if i did in the long run it would make it worse. i just want to be normal, she deserves someone who can give her what she wants
@Brat545 i’m terrified of anything sexual. i don’t know how to explain it because it doesn’t make sense to me either but im scared that i could be a p and that the reason i didn’t act out on that arousal was because i am one which actually doesn’t make sense to me because the reason i didn’t do it was because my brain kept telling me it was bc of that. im so sorry ik that makes no sense at all
Are you okay?
@Lila Turtle i’m really sorry if me telling you this is tmi or anything like that 😭 i just don’t know what else to do. i have a girlfriend pretty much and a few times we’ve engaged in sexual conversations with it being long distance and all, we’ve only just started having these conversations because we have pretty much only just got together so i knew that they’d come around. i didn’t think that i’d be scared of it. she said something that i obviously liked and i wanted to engage more with the conversation and obviously do things but my mind kept telling me i can’t because if i do it’ll be for the wrong reasons and that im turned on because of my trigger. i’m so scared because i feel like im letting her down by not being able to participate in these conversations that sometimes im starting. it’s making me worry that im not attracted to her and that im genuinely a p
Ok. It sounds like you may be having an OCD attack. They suck. I know. Try taking some deep breaths. Then hit the purple life preserver button on the bottom right of your Home Screen on this app
i think i really need someone to talk to, I’m starting to feel like more and more everyday like I’m insane, if someone would be willing to private message with me or something id really appreciate it. if not it’s fine if it’s reassurance seeking.
Just woke up and feel terrible about my events and everything. Is there someone available?
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