Also just now someone messaged me with 17 comments and i couldnt see them... im so scared they think i did something inappropriate and horrible when i dont ever want to ever groom, or be inappropriate with minors in any way...
Stop looking at the story about Mr. Beast's colleague and get yourself into ERP therapy. All you're doing is hurting yourself when you should be focusing on recovery. Also, with these posts, you're just seeking reassurance, which is feeding your OCD.
I’ve seen you posting this, and I see you have loads of guilt. Nobody’s upset, or mad but I can assure you that you’re NOT a P or a G. None of those things whatsoever tbh, and I see this fear because majority of us have it, but what we can know is our intentions, I clearly see this isn’t your intention, showing u have this much guilt and so on, sharing to everyone to make sure you’re not one. Pretty sure gives us all a green light that you are NOT what you think. Doesn’t matter what a YouTuber did, what we see on media can make us overthink everything, but I can assure you you’re not that YouTuber nor is it anyone’s business you’re good
I don’t know if my words will be any comfort to you, but I promise you that I don’t consider you to want to groom minors. You genuinely seem like you don’t want to do anything dirty. I trust that you won’t. :) This is the POCD talking. If I got 17 comments I couldn’t see then I’d assume that NOCD just glitched out! I hope you find a healthy way to cope. <3
@<3LetsDoThis<3 This youtuber was accused of grooming a minor, making inappropriate sex jokes with a minor, and planning to meet up with him at dreamcon when the minor turned 16... this was all when the youtuber was 20 and the minor was 13... POCD is saying that my situation with me venting about 18+ HOCD stuff to people in the PM's on an OCD groupchat I found from NOCD, including minors, means that I am just as bad as they are... or worse... I pm'ed them from the support group and vented to them (including the minors) about my 18+ HOCD struggles... I dont ever want to ever be attracted to minors in any way... I dont ever want to ever engage in any inappropriate relations with minors in any way...
@<3LetsDoThis<3 I hope I havent upset or triggered you... im genuinely so so triggered rn...
@<3LetsDoThis<3 Im so scared... i hope I havent upset or triggered you... I hope you can respond... I dont ever want to ever groom or be attracted to minors in any way...
@Givenup No, you haven’t! If I was I would tell you so! :)
Ive been worried abt having said sth weird to a child all day now. Like I keep thinking abt when I was talking to this one person on fortnite that was 10. I keep being scared to have asked sth weird or even made a sexual joke. I mean that would be weird as fuck. I mean I can remember that we were just talking normally and everything but just now I remembered I once said sth and he was like „what“ and I was like „nvm“. I can’t remember what i had said before that. Maybe he also didn’t understand me because I keep talking pretty much nonsense and often don’t get understood by other people bc I talk very quietly. But I’m scared that I’d said sth weird. And now I keep trying to figure it out. I mean it would’ve been weird to make a sexual Jon in front of a 10 yr old, right? I don’t want to be weird and make children uncomfortable in any way :( and I mean at that time I’d already had pocd but what if I hadn’t realised that at that time it was wrong what I’d said to him? Did I just forget about it? And just now I’d got the thought „what if you wanted to say sth weird to him which he thought was weird and he reacted that way?“ I’m being eaten up by this I don’t want to groom minors
18+ . . . I have a past event when I was about 19/20 where I found a girl who came up to me on Roblox attractive and I feel so awful about It I think I didn’t know the age of the user but I’m scared that if I did know that they were underage I wouldn’t care and would keep having these thoughts and feelings at the time I also said hi to them so I’m worried that means i acted on my thoughts
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