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@rosepetaltears I need to take therapy, I hope it helps and I understand your pain all too well, even at your age I was the same. I haven’t gotten help, but you’re brave for coming here and allowing yourself to heal, keep up the good work 🌸

@rosepetaltears No, I’ve been through a lot in my life even starting as a new adult. I was a pre-teen once, it was difficult and I too had parental issues. I try to focus on the real world, and I can tell you that the effect you thought you did , wasn’t really half as bad as a normal person, or even think about as much as us. You’re okay, and I promise you that. I hope you the best and that you mend relationships with your mother, I get what that’s like even with both divorced parents too. It’s going to be okay, and never be afraid to ask for help. I get the discomfort of asking for it because people stigmatize our issues. You have hope, you’re a good person.

@rosepetaltears I feel this way too, heavy on wanting my mom because I’m scared too

@rosepetaltears I understand, and talking to everyone is awful bc I think “they don’t know what I did” even tho, nobody sees you that way. But I understand that pressure to well, I’ve said before. You were a younger child and still are, that might not help. Trust, and give yourself grace because you didn’t know better.