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- 32w ago
Any help
I feel really bad right now.And really scared.I am scared I am a horrible person.Like I wnjoy horrible things.I am scared is getting really bad again
I feel really bad right now.And really scared.I am scared I am a horrible person.Like I wnjoy horrible things.I am scared is getting really bad again
I have been the same the past few days. When I'm trying to just accept things it's gotta ramp it up to get my attention. I feel like im a little ball just swirling around absolutely confused at what is real and what is not. Ocd sucks ๐ ur not alone
this may be easier said than done, but i'd say try to find self-soothing methods, or ways of comforting yourself that don't involve compulsing in any way. accept that you might still feel scared; don't try to directly change your emotions, but allow yourself not to feed the fear. Remember, feeling guilty or shameful does not mean you are a terrible person. To judge your character based on an uncomfortable feeling is emotional reasoning, which is not a helpful way of thinking. Im not a professional of any kind, but I hope this helps. Good luck!
HARM OCD VENT. I feel Terrified. I am so scared that I am going to act on a terrible harm ocd intrusive thought on someone else. The idea, the sensations the urges terrify me because it feels so scarily real. I feel like im a horrible person - a danger and iโm so guilty for having intrusive thoughts. I hate knives, I avoid looking at them in real life, in the kitchen as iโm so terrified that i will do sone thing terrible. I get excited when my boyfriend cones round as i always think he knows about my thoughts so at least he would restrain me if i were to do anything bad. I just feel so scared so guilty. I have this horrible sensation of urge running through my body- currently im on the verge of tears- i feel lost. My ocd has even latched onto pumpkin carving - scared i will do something bad. Now my OCD is just being like โ maybe your avoiding is all fake and your trying to cover your a bad personโ โ what if u actually want to โ. โ I want to โ โ You arnt actually trying to hard from harmful objects โ its TERRIFYING. please may someone reply - Iโm terrified right now its like an intrusive FEELING is in my body. Sorry guys. I NEED reassurance at this point, I donโt know what to do.
Does anyone else experience this lingering fear and anxiety because they think theyโre capable of hurting someone? Itโs killing me. I feel like Iโm such a danger. I feel like Iโm a predator. I feel like this awful person and I canโt shake it. I want to carry on with my day but I canโt. I donโt feel like I deserve it. I feel like Iโve done awful things. I canโt stop crying.
Like I'm not even scared I feel numb and ever since that night I've completely went down hill Idk what to do the feeling i felt this time genuily felt like i liked it and i didnt even have anxiety at that moment and now I'm panicking I really hope this is still OCD like I'm sorry if I'm still asking for reassurance but im really worried like it felt good in that moment I don't understand what's going on like I hope it was a false feeling and not something real.....like this has happened before but Idk ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ I really don't know what to I don't want to turn into a p word I don't this I've been sleeping all day I still do compulsions a little to get rid of the thoughts but I've been getting sexual thoughts too and I don't want them but I feel like I do I don't understand I though I was getting better but I guess every time I get better everything gets worse..
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