Is it even OCD anymore?

I started seeing every little thing as a sin. Or at least things that will bring bad karma. Everything, even little things like listening to music or enjoying a meal. In my eyes, everything everyone is doing is mostly sins and it terrifies me to death. It scares me to the point of paralysis and I can’t even do anything anymore because everything is a sin in my eyes. I’ll definitely spiral if I think about it more, but if I don’t, I feel like I’m lying to myself. I don’t even have confidence that this is OCD anymore. What if I’m right (I’m not necessarily wrong according to my religious doctrines, not that I’m a 100% sure) and nothings going to help me, not even therapy? And if most things humans do are sins anyway, what’s the point of anything? (See how it starts relating to an existential crisis) I’m terrified that no one’s gonna be able to help me anymore. I feel like I’m at wits ends. I don’t practice Christianity btw. Any insights or even “me too”s would help.

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Date posted: 31w ago

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joyouscreature

Date posted: 31w ago

@Jam&Butterfly Thanks a lot 🥹

Thor 22

Date posted: 31w ago

Ive noticed this too. Seems to be correct to me. Im a Christian and I was taught we all have sin naturar and this is a fallen world. Bit if your not careful everything has a potential to be a sin becuse of our nature. The Bible even says something along the lines that before the flood every mans thought was evil. And it will be like that in the end times. Ive even wondered if anyone from this time can be saved. Your not the only one thinking this. The bible says not to lean on our understanding but trust in God. So this is what i try to do. Try is the key word. Hope this helps knowing your not the only one.

joyouscreature

Date posted: 31w ago

@Thor 22 helps a lot tq

xyzwqr

Date posted: 30w ago

having this with out the religious aspect, everything just seems wrong or immoral in my brain and twists things into something its not and makes me feel like a monster. recently its been every little thing like this.

Dan250709

Date posted: 10w ago

Religion related thoughts

I don't really know if it's OCD, but lately I've been thinking a lot and in a very obsessive way that every single one of my actions, words or even thoughts will affect on how God will make decisions about my life. For example, if I lie to someone or yell at them out of anger, God will make happen something bad to me as a "punishment". I know it might seem silly, but it really really freaks me out sometimes... Does anyone feel the same? And if so, do you do something in particular to feel better? Thanks for your understanding❤️

Cantal

Date posted: 9w ago

Theme switch: Scrupolosity

OCD has decided to latch onto my religion (Christianity) and I find myself doubting my belief in Jesus Christ. Yet when I research, I even find myself doubting the atheistic and agnostic approach as well. I’ve been a Christian since I was 13, growing up in a non-Christian in truth but nominally Christian household. This is rough. Any advice?

Krome_da

Date posted: 6w ago

Pretty Tough Morning

So I’m not sure how many/if any of you are Christians, but I’m assuming this can still make sense to some of you. This morning has been rough. I’m constantly thinking, “am I saved? Have I never been saved and I’m tricking myself into thinking I am? When I’m listening to Christian music am I doing for the right reasons? Is it too late for me?”. Things I know the truthful answers to but yet I still think these thoughts. I don’t understand why. Why do I constantly think about these “what if”’s? My heart always feels so heavy and I feel as if I need to talk to God right then and there to make it stop and go away. But then am I talking to the Lord for the wrong reasons? And the cycle repeats. Thankfully, day one of my therapy is tonight and I’m hoping to find at least a little clarity on this stuff. I’ve had OCD for 7 years and I don’t even know how it works. Any advice?

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