I'm so scared. People always say that it doesn't matter what sexuality you actually are, but I feel like I am/ will turn gay and have to leave my husband. It's been destroying my life for the last 5 years.
I understand your condition, but it is better to consult a doctor, believe me, this is the best decision you can make now. and you will feel better)
Hey! I’ve been struggeling with SOOCD for 5 + years ans just wanted to let you know I know hard it is and I am also in a relationship for 7 years. Try to sit in the moment and not think about the future! What matters is that you’re happy now and whatever happens in the future you’ll cross that bridge when you get there! Im not even gonna dig in and ask you how it started or of you ever anything before because to would feed your OCD!
@Anonymousesti Pls help pls i feel helpless and your comment made me hope for some guidance pls do.. i would be grateful
@Anonymousesti Hey this is so similar to me - it comes in waves and is so scary- because it has been there so long that’s how it convinves me it may be real
@Anonymous - yeah I really get that... I can't even find guys attractive anymore and since I was never the "boy crazy girl" in high school and I used to choose who I wanted to have a crush on it really sucks because it really feels true. What I try to remember is that sexuality is a spectrum and if you're happy with your bf right now that is all that matters. Everyone loves differently!
Hey... I feel like I remember you from somewhere... I remember talking to you a while ago...
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