- Date posted
- 28w
I don’t think this is OCD I might just be evil
This is the longest episode I’ve ever been in whenever I do normal actions sometimes I think I’m just doing the action bc of an intrusive thought LIKE LITERALLY and then my heart drops immediately after I think to myself why do I only panic afterwards? Must mean I meant it and I liked 😃 when it comes to my alone times same thing I move my body when I get intrusive thought and it felt like I MOVED bc of the thought so I immediately panic and I try and remember the thought sometimes I can’t sometimes it’s not as clear this actions only happens in the context of intrusive thoughts ppl say it’s classic ocd i don’t think ocd can get this realistic to the point where I feel like I’m intentionally moving my body bc of the intrusive thoughts I feel sick and evil I’ve never dealt with this problem before I don’t understand myself nor do ik myself