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Intrusive
Is a false memory a type of intrusive thought?
Is a false memory a type of intrusive thought?
Good question! It is. OCD can can make any type of thought intrusive and alarming. While we all have memory blips at times, folks with OCD get caught up in overthinking and stressing over whether they may have had a false memory, or an existing memory can be distorted to be worse that the actual event was. I hope this is helpful. Check out some NOCD videos online to go to treatmyodc.com to learn more about this.
It can be. This may help clarify: https://www.treatmyocd.com/blog/false-memory-ocd Are you comfortable sharing your experiences with false memory?
Yes!! I get them all the time
It definitely can be yes. I have experienced that with my OCD. Are you comfortable sharing a bit more about what you are experiencing with the false memories?
Sure it can be especially if the false memory causes anxiety or guilt or shame or disgust. There are also lots of good tips on the Patrick McGrath Wednesday night webinar on the NOCD page on YouTube. Or really any NOCD webinar can be helpful. Go ahead and check out some of the videos. In addition you can contact NOCD for a free 15 minute call to discuss further. They can offer more detail than I can here. https://www.treatmyocd.com/about-us/contact-us
I went to bed one night in November, and I can't quite say what happened, but I believed that I had a "memory" from childhood. I won't discuss what, but I had "remembered" doing something sickeningly awful. This thing came to me almost as clear as a real memory. I remember thinking something along the lines of 'How could I forget doing something like that?' followed by a feeling of complete horror and terror. I have moments of "clarity" where I can't believe that I'm questioning doing this thing, and it appears obvious that it's false. But now, I'm more than often believing that I did. I am spending 24/7 fighting my head, and it's taking me to dark places. I know this is the worst thing to do, but you don't understand, if this is real then I am a monster and I can't just adopt the 'maybe I did, maybe I didn't approach'. I just can't. I have to know. I'm so scared. My entire life is on the line. I don't have anyone to talk to about this. Literally no one. I feel like I'm insane, like I'm a monster, like I'm hiding my true identity from everyone I love. Does this sound like False Memory? Or am I in denial, trying to convince myself this didn't happen? Why does it feel so real? And why do I have moments of clarity? I also had my first nightmare about it last night. Please someone help me.
Does confessing an intrusive thought just make it come back stronger?
When you have a false memory, can you actually see it happening in your mind?
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