- Date posted
- 28w
a little bit of father issues
When I was 18 I stayed in a hotel room w a guy for a few hours. maybe 5 or 6 i can't really remember. i entered with my id i didn't sign any form or whatever. I'm not sure if they registered me as a guest or opened the room on my name. so the actual point is, I didn't know they send hotel informations to police's system. it stays in the system for 5 years. and if a cop checks it, can find any information. (its illegal but they can still do it. All they need is your id number) my father is a retired police officer and he is a religious guy. im %100 percent sure he will check the system when im in a different city for university. he will get curious if im doing anything "wrong". yeah he doesnt have access since he is retired. but he can still ask one of his friends to do it and the thoughts are killing me... when he finds out i have hotel registration he will ruin my life. and its really hard to study for university exam while dealing with these thoughts the loop of thoughts are repeating itself of too much. i can't really stop thinking of the worst sceneros. how am i suppose to enjoy university when im dealing with so much stress?