i’m a conqueror!!

Wow. This has been such a ride. I started nocd therapy in late august of 2024. Back then, i was struggling really bad with health concern ocd and it sucked. As i went through therapy, my subtypes changed a lot!! it went from health to pedophilia ocd to suicidal ocd to real event/ false memory ocd etc. There were times where i was honestly depressed and at one point i didn’t want to live. I thought i would never get better and i would feel so anxious and have panic attacks everyday. My ocd even started effecting the thing that i love most which is concerts. I remember two specific times when i saw charli xcx and sabrina carpenter and all i did was just worry that night. Looking back i regret worrying so much for stuff i literally could not control at all. At that point i knew i really needed to lock in and actually do the work. Even though it was hard, My ocd got SOOO much better. Now whenever i feel an ocd thought i know how to handle it and life feels so much better. My biggest piece of advice to people struggling is, It will get better, but you have to do the work to see results. I totally get it feeling scary and obviously not wanting to do it but when you do the work and get used to your irrational fear, you will have such a weight lifted of your shoulders i promise. I did it you can 2🩷