I don’t know if it’s just me but I don’t feel comfortable when a kid wears tight clothes Like if they’re wearing leggings or shorts it just triggers me omg I don’t know if it’s because I’m a p
Are you on the spectrum??
@Ms.shelovesfrogs What spectrum?
@Idon’tknow Autism? I have bpd
@Idon’tknow You're neurodivergent... and stuff like that is common among neurodivergent people... don't beat yourself over pocd
@Ms.shelovesfrogs Probably, I don’t know how to explain my feelings and I always say I don’t know I’m worried that I might lose it
@Idon’tknow It's ocd... unfortunately it's going to get as real as it can be.. sorry
@Idon’tknow I have struggled with this theme before
@Ms.shelovesfrogs Do you think I have Pocd? Because why would I intentionally think about s with my little cousin to see if I get turned on I felt a gronial response People with Pocd don’t think like that
@Ms.shelovesfrogs Can you tell me your experience please
@Idon’tknow Who says people with p-ocd don't think like that😭..you intentionally thinking about that is a compulsion...rn I don't struggle with p-ocd but soocd (had pocd before soocd ) it's a compulsion
@Idon’tknow It was torment..I couldn't be around kids, even my younger siblings, cousin... neighbour... intrusive sexual thought about me getting turned on and at some point "urge" like questions of why did I get a groinal response why did I see an growing adolescent and notice this or that...what if I like it+* proceeds to check myself, analyze feelings repeatedly to I prove I'm not a p...gore images in my head...I couldn't even be around my younger siblings
@Ms.shelovesfrogs I'll tell you pocd is torture..but rn soocd is just as worse...I realised it's ocd...(That info didn't make it better tho) A person's current theme feels like the worst theme until it changes and that begins to feel way worse
@Idon’tknow + if you were a pedopile, you won't be engaging in all this compulsions...you would have showed signs since you were younger... pedopiles definitely and most likely don't analyze and imagine and think to see-... that's ocd.. and if ocd makes you doubt if it's pocd, that is definitely ocd(ocd meta- when you doubt if you have a theme of ocd because "yours is different" I promise you we all feel like our ocd themes are "different" and we're the imposter😭😂🙏🏼
@Ms.shelovesfrogs Sometimes it feels like I enjoy it when I get these obsessive s thoughts that won’t go away so that’s concerning
@Ms.shelovesfrogs It is torture, it definitely makes you not want to go outside anymore
@Ms.shelovesfrogs What is socd? Honestly, I would rather have a different theme ☹️
@Idon’tknow Sexual orientation ocd...trust me each theme is just as hard...but I guess pocd is torture
I'll prefer pocd to soocd honestly
@Ms.shelovesfrogs What do you have to deal with socd? I don’t know I always say that I would rather have schizophrenia to Tourette’s
@Idon’tknow It's like pocd except it's with people and genders and attraction not kids
@Ms.shelovesfrogs I was playing Roblox deciding what to wear and I feel like I did something predatory because I dressed myself as Glinda and I feel like I want attention because I smile when someone follows me or is near me I’m thinking about it now…because I also wanted my avatar to look pretty and I do like attention but why on Roblox it’s filled with kids
@Ms.shelovesfrogs Ohhhh I wouldn’t wish Pocd on my worst enemy
Does anyone else when they have the thoughts, they feel against it, but they still get arousal or tenglings sensations in the groinal area? Because this is what I experienced today and I feel like crap. This is going to be very triggering for a lot of you, but there are a lot of times that I notice things from kids. For example, there is a thirteen year old kid who looks very developed for her age, and I take notice of (and this already sounds creepy to me) her chest. Today with my thoughts, I imagined as if I were touching it, and although I usually "no no or "I don't want to do that", she is a kid, etc., I still get responses in my groinal area, and It felt very real. Even now, I feel as though I am faking it, even though I groan 😮💨 from it, and feel as though I am a fraud. Does anyone relate?
I’m scared I might become a r*pist I’m over here thinking at a time I saw a kid and I looked down at his pants like I keep thinking about what I did and it’s like I feel attracted and to me it felt like I gave him this predator look and he probably thinks I’m a P I just wonder how is this Pocd Because it feels like I want to do stuff like I don’t know I keep thinking about that situation
I get thoughts of kids Whever I think or see an image of someone my age, like for example today I saw a bikini pic of a girl my age and it randomly reminded me of a pic of a kid in a bikini I saw a month ago, is this a sign of something bad? My thought usually come up when I think abt someone my age I’m into, and they also feel like I’m purposely thinking of them, I’m not sure if it intrusive thoughts or not, it feels difficult to figure out. These thoughts also don’t distress me anymore, idk if it means something bad or not, but I do not wish to be a pedo, I hope to eventually have a relationship with a girl my age. Alongside all of that, sometimes when I see a kid I get a sense of attraction, but I’m not sure if it is false or not, to me it feels so real, but I don’t wanna be attracted to kids. I’ve just started therapy, I’m currently trying to find a way to get a diagnosis, I really hope I’m not diagnosed as a pedo. Ik that false attraction comes with negative emotion, but I don’t feel negative emotion when I get what I hope is false attraction, I keep trying to figure out if what I’m feeling is false or true because I don’t feel negative emotions, it makes me worried that it’s real and that I really am a pedo. Not looking for reassurance but can someone tell me if these are pure o ocd symptoms or something actually bad?
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