I'm really stuck...

@YouWillSurvive technically I know, but why does it sexualize my gaze, eyes, some things like that and as soon as I imagine I get that feeling that I can do it while looking at that photo, and that it doesn't fucking stop but goes deeper I don't know... I just wish I didn't have feelings and urges if I already have thoughts... that's why I'm afraid it's not ocd, it's like it's much deeper..

@Anonimus ME🫥 My anxiety tells me its all much deeper too...but that's just what anxiety does. I wish I could help more! Stay strong. We're all here for you!

@YouWillSurvive I don’t know if I’m about to be a ahole for saying this or trying to enable but a “deep” feeling that I do this is valid and that u are experiencing is being a human being in an era of misogyny. oppressors trying to control ur mind, buy buy buy, women are just sex bots. like yes it is the biology aspect but bc of misogynistic society 10x. Again I’m hesitant to say this bc I don’t want anyone getting an “am I a misogynist??” all I’m saying is u are a victim in a sense to this

@notcheckingrocks *that I do think is valid

@YouWillSurvive thank you very much Your support means a lot to me.. I hope that I will be able to do so, and I am also looking at these things..

@issphra 🫶🏻 I'm sorry that you're going through it too... I believe that one day it will be better for all of us, I just understand you. I fucking understand. The feeling is alive, real, as if it is giving an impulse urge and I am preventing it. I'm trying to continue normally but that part scares me... I'm so stuck there that I don't know how to get out...

@Anonymous but it seems like it's real..like I can do it but I won't..and there were situations once where I tested myself that way... thank you, I know that from your point of view you have a better insight, but from my perspective it is very scary..

@Lonely101 eh, I'm related too, that's why it's so scary...thank you for your support, I hope, and I wish you well... If you have any advice on how to explain to myself that realistic feeling and urge to do such things, I would be grateful...❤️

@Anonimus ME🫥 The best thing I can tell you, is, let the thoughts be there, be around that person, don't avoid them & continue about your day. That's literally the only thing that has helped me. It suckkkksss ass bc you just want the thoughts to stop or go away! Eventually they will & they may come back, but you continue letting them be there, without giving into compulsions or seeking reassurance.

@Lonely101 I've somehow gotten used to the thoughts and images in my head, but the feelings, as much as I get into it to feel it... it's stuck there...

@Anonimus ME🫥 Feel all the feelings, I get the urges or what they call "gronial responses" and I would much rather have the thoughts than the damn responses my body does to the thoughts! But we are built to be sexual creatures and unfortunately, built to be sinful as well. Even when it's not intentional, you get what I'm saying?

@Lonely101 absolutely! It's just that your "groinal response" in my case leads to further imagination and urges... As you say, I wish they were just thoughts..hey, thank you very much for being here. Tell me what you gave me the answer..

@Anonimus ME🫥 Happy to help! No need to suffer alone!

@Lonely101 ❤️❤️❤️