Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 3d

arousal in thought (image)

I try not to pay attention to my thoughts. I realized that when a thought pops up for me (sex scene), I go back to it a couple of times to figure out what I am I also felt whether, and I simply decided to let them go..however, I am worried about that feeling of sensation in my groin at those scenes in my head, I am afraid of the fact that I can feel something while I am imagining it and that it is spinning non-stop in my mind! l imagine Just A part and it's constant for some days (like a part of a face, a look or something) the whole scene goes to that I spontaneously imagine and I have the feeling that only that part "turns me on" at the beginning, then the rest... Have you had similar experiences and how to overcome? thank you (edited)

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 3d

The images that you are having are intrusive images which are part of ocd. The gronial responses/sensations is a involuntary response of the body.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 3d

@@sophiaevidal you think? a lot seems scary, when something like that, when I deliberately imagine it, causes that sensation..terribly realistic

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 3d

Yes i have gotten involuntary gronials responses before during intrusive thoughts or just involuntary when anxious. Read this: https://www.treatmyocd.com/what-is-ocd/info/ocd-stats-and-science/why-ocd-can-cause-a-groinal-response-and-what-you-can-do-about-it

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal I did thank you you. I know a lot about that, but believe me, it's so hard for me not to react.. That image just suddenly pops up for me, sometimes I deliberately imagine it several times, and I immediately get that reaction, and then I can't let it go.. because it seems to me that my brain likes it.. I can't explain it.. it's very difficult for me..

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 It might be that your brain likes it but you dont obviously because you are worried about it.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal isn't that the same? i mean if my brain likes it then it's not ocd?!

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 No I am saying that the ocd part of your brain might like it but you dont. Which makes since because ocd is egodystonic to your values.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal and why do you think that happens? because there is something like that in me, or is my brain falsely signaling it? Oh, it's going to be hard for me, I'm getting married in a few days and honestly, instead of enjoying those days, this is killing me..

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 Read this: https://www.treatmyocd.com/blog/how-ocd-turns-your-anxiety-against-you

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal you think so my brain has that mixed fusion?

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 Maybe. But I know you have ocd so you have that faulty alarm system

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal so as soon as possible you say maybe, then probably not a lot of people have that in common and that worries me..😔

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 No that is not what I am saying. That thought action is really common with people with ocd I know i have it.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal thank you dear, I'm bored of myself and you especially... you really always help me.. but it really felt real..

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 Yeah I know the feeling but know ocd is the opposite of you as it is not you. It makes thoughts, images, impulses, etc.. that is against your values.

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 2d

@@sophiaevidal 🫂Sending you lots of hugs! you are my friend more than many

@sophiaevidal

Date posted: 2d

@Anonimus ME 🦋 The same to you ❤️ 🧡🤗

Anonimus ME 🦋

Date posted: 25w

Some advice? Sexualizing think!

sexualizing the person my ocd is hooked on bothers me a lot! it doesn't matter if I see the picture, live, facial grimaces, movements... and the groin starts instantly... I somehow cope with thoughts, but with those feelings...very difficult? any advice? any similar experience?

Faker6532

Date posted: 23w

Tingling or arousal sensations?

Does anyone else when they have the thoughts, they feel against it, but they still get arousal or tenglings sensations in the groinal area? Because this is what I experienced today and I feel like crap. This is going to be very triggering for a lot of you, but there are a lot of times that I notice things from kids. For example, there is a thirteen year old kid who looks very developed for her age, and I take notice of (and this already sounds creepy to me) her chest. Today with my thoughts, I imagined as if I were touching it, and although I usually "no no or "I don't want to do that", she is a kid, etc., I still get responses in my groinal area, and It felt very real. Even now, I feel as though I am faking it, even though I groan 😮‍💨 from it, and feel as though I am a fraud. Does anyone relate?

Anonymousssssss

Date posted: 19w

Can someone please offer words of advice :(

Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared

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