Does anyone else struggle with need to know obsessions. Here's an example: when I was 11 years old, I would constantly google "hobbies for girls", I would go up to the 20th page on google as I felt I was missing out on something and I needed to know everything about the topic. Speaking from a logic stance, that is impossible. But of course, OCD is like "Are you sure, you're done googling? What if you missed something?" Although I googled the topic, I google it again and will find myself reading the same websites because its like "but what if there was something important that was there" I will seriously go up to the 20th page on google. I even have a document of 300 pages of things that I have to google. The only thing stopping me is that I have finals that I need to study for, but I'm so not looking forward to winter break.
And this isn't like normal googling things out of curiosity, its googling things out of fear/reduce anxiety.