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Hey I totally get you, I go through the exact same thing! I feel like it’s just fueled by the patriarchy kinda instilling this need for validation from men specifically (validation in general is what so many ppl struggle with) and OCD just making it worse. You’re not a cheater, you care for your partner and that’s important. Your thoughts are not your behavior. I love my bf with all my heart, and yeah there’s an ego boost from knowing people find me attractive, but I know my bf is the love of my life and no one else’s attention can replace his. You’re gonna be okay, you care so much 🫶🏼❤️