does anybody else have like intense rage/ possible anger issues and then go “oh great, just another sign that im a serial killer.” or ill often have no empathy when people are excited about something or even want to make people upset because i get upset easily?? i just feel like sometimes i have the intent to hurt people and i hate when i get like that, its usually when im having a good day and i want to lash out back at people. i dont know

TwylerGuy12

Date posted: 5y

You're not alone. Yesterday my dog wouldnt start barking at me and my thoughts were really bad and I couldnt take it anymore and had a headache and I just started yelling and I really scared him and myself. I cried and cuddled him until I calmed down. But ever since this all started just a conversation can he enough to annoy me bc often with my anxiety my stomach hurts all day and I get bad headaches. I felt like such an ass when I did that....

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

i know exactly what you mean :( sometimes the thoughts are too loud and cause us to do things we dont mean :( i hope we can both overcome that anger and hurt soon. youre not an ass, just a person going through the motions

Marinrahman

Date posted: 5y

You are def not alone. Everytime I have arguments with my mother, I have these horrible intrusive graphic thoughts that during my anger I could have hurt her. I love my mother to death so I get so scared of my own anger and try not to get angry anymore. Also I understand about the empathy part, sometimes I have no reactions and I feel absolutely horrible like omg I am supposed to be super excited. I think we need to def meditate.

TwylerGuy12

Date posted: 5y

Holy shit, I thought this would just be me and I thought that alone was proof I was mad ? you're not alone with this, I have to try heavily to regulate my emotions and mood!

Cactus8

Date posted: 5y

I get like that sometimes. I snap at people or sometimes even just cause arguments bc I'm angry. The first step is recognising it. Try to make seek a professional or theres a course on headspace for anger I think? You're not alone x

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

ive been thinking of meditating for anger! and yeah i usually get mad because when i overhear people respond to other people it isnt the way i want them to respond, my ocd really wants me to have control over other people so i get irrationally angry. thank you love :)

Anonymous

Date posted: 5y

meant bad* day

gio

Date posted: 22w

So so guilty

I don’t know why but today I feel so incredibly angry right now and I was so frustrated with everything including my two dogs. I didn’t hurt them or hit them or anything but I was particularly annoyed and angry when they were trying to get presumably a bunny or a raccoon from underneath the shed, so I had to pull my small dog away when he wouldn’t budge away from the shed and i couldn’t pick him up because I was not close enough. I feel bad because I know I love my dogs but oh my god I just get so annoyed with them and on top of them everything else I have to just shut down all day and the things I don’t understand. I feel like I’m going insane. I don’t want my dogs to think I don’t love them because i was angry and annoyed at them. I know they’re just animals and they love me and I love them. I want them to know I’m sorry for even getting mad. I wish I didn’t feel so angry and yet so disconnected at the same time. I’m terrified I’m an evil person or that I don’t love my pets or something. I started to hit myself and punch myself because I do that when I get over the edge angry. I don’t know why I feel angry. It’s a mix of anger and emptiness and I don’t want either of them especially towards my dogs.

khloe!!

Date posted: 17w

Criminal shows/Horror movies

does anyone else get really triggered when watching stuff to do with serial killers, p3dos, r@pists etc. I literally start to compare myself and check to see if i share any qualities with them. Ita really scary cause i really like this show Criminal minds, and i absolutely adore the characters, but its hard watching something i like cause of all the g0re and stuff. Not to mention all the thoughts that are convincing me i like the horrible stuff. Someone tell me if tou relate..

Harm OCD

joshuadrennen

Date posted: 15w

struggling with harm OCD

i’m back in a cycle of having harm related OCD thoughts and feelings and urges and i get these episodes where it’s like i’m disassociating and feel like i’m about to snap and go crazy violent. does anyone else experience this? i need help

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