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You're not alone. Yesterday my dog wouldnt start barking at me and my thoughts were really bad and I couldnt take it anymore and had a headache and I just started yelling and I really scared him and myself. I cried and cuddled him until I calmed down. But ever since this all started just a conversation can he enough to annoy me bc often with my anxiety my stomach hurts all day and I get bad headaches. I felt like such an ass when I did that....
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i know exactly what you mean :( sometimes the thoughts are too loud and cause us to do things we dont mean :( i hope we can both overcome that anger and hurt soon. youre not an ass, just a person going through the motions
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You are def not alone. Everytime I have arguments with my mother, I have these horrible intrusive graphic thoughts that during my anger I could have hurt her. I love my mother to death so I get so scared of my own anger and try not to get angry anymore. Also I understand about the empathy part, sometimes I have no reactions and I feel absolutely horrible like omg I am supposed to be super excited. I think we need to def meditate.
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Holy shit, I thought this would just be me and I thought that alone was proof I was mad ? you're not alone with this, I have to try heavily to regulate my emotions and mood!
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I get like that sometimes. I snap at people or sometimes even just cause arguments bc I'm angry. The first step is recognising it. Try to make seek a professional or theres a course on headspace for anger I think? You're not alone x
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ive been thinking of meditating for anger! and yeah i usually get mad because when i overhear people respond to other people it isnt the way i want them to respond, my ocd really wants me to have control over other people so i get irrationally angry. thank you love :)
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Intrusive thoughts are unwanted and cause stress which mine do but also when I’m mad I get this rage feeling and say I wanna stab someone like that feels like a. Want not intrusive why am I saying “ I wanna “ :(
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I dont know whats going on. I dont know if its OCD anymore. I know it was in the beginning. Ive been through a lot of trauma and had one little scary thought of killing my sister 4 months ago that has blossomed into this giant idea of me being a serial killer and wanting to hurt everyone (I never had any social issues growing up but I have had some trauma). Recently I’ve been having urges to just give in. And my mental images have been horrible and I can’t stop checking if I like them or not. I think I’ve convinced myself I have. This morning I woke up a shaking mess with an urge to unalive my family and when my mom left for work I was alone with my sister and couldnt stop vomiting uncontrollably. I dont know if i’m upset because I cant hurt anyone and I want to, or if I’m scared and just want my old life back. I was an avid horror and gore lover and now I’m convinced I want to do the things I’ve seen in the movies. Someone please help. I’m ready to check into the psych ward.
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