Worried about attraction

20+++ only Huge Trigger warning for POCD I don’t know if this is Pocd how can I feel these feelings like I feel like I’m attracted and want to think these taboo thoughts I like my bf but I feel suspicious because maybe I’m with my bf because of his son or to take advantage I worry about being a p I look at pictures of his son to see if I’m attracted, sometimes I feel like I do because of the figure he has since I like men who have thick figure….im literally done for I be having these p thoughts I don’t want to give power to it because they’re thoughts not actions but I be having the uncomfortable urges so that’s suspicious if I intentionally think a taboo thought and get uncomfortable urges so I can’t be intimate with my bf because his sons name will pop up can someone help me

Eclipse_xx

Date posted: 4w

This isn't a problem you can out-think, OCD isn't just intrusive thoughts, it's intrusive feelings, intrusive urges, intrusive feelings of attraction. It's so so hard, but fighting the thoughts and trying to solve them will worsen the spiral and your confusion about what you're attracted to. I hope you feel lighter soon ❤️

Boooperbear

Date posted: 4w

I’m so sorry, I know how stressful this is. I have those spirals too. I can 100% relate on how scary it is and how convinced you can become that you’re someone you’re not. I struggled with intimacy with my wife recently from somewhat similar intrusive thoughts and it can truly put a strain on life and mental wellness. I’m here if you want someone to talk to about it.

Boooperbear

Date posted: 4w

I hope you’re doing alright today, or at least a little better from yesterday!

Idontknow

Date posted: 21d

@Boooperbear Thank you for checking up! I’m never ok, to be honest. It’s rare, everything triggers me. It’s really hard to live like this. I hope you’re ok???

Boooperbear

Date posted: 20d

@Idontknow Well I’m here for you okay? You can reach out whenever you need someone to talk to!

Idontknow

Date posted: 17d

@Boooperbear Can you see the comment I sent?

Boooperbear

Date posted: 17d

@Idontknow I’m not sure, the one from a few days ago?

Boooperbear

Date posted: 16d

@Idontknow Hey, just wanted to let you know that I hope you’re having an alright day. You’re strong, you’re capable, you’re going to be okay! If you need anything, I’m here as well!

Anonymous💓

Date posted: 4d

Does it still trigger your OCD?

Anonymous

Date posted: 17h

Hey, I saw some of your older posts about roblox and I’m going through the same thing right now. Were you able to recover from the fears? :(

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