elleeen
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flowerboyflowerboy
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ah same, i feel so out of touch, wish i could go back to when i was younger, even though i still had it, it’s never been this bad
elleeenelleeen
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Yeah me too, im holding on to hope so damn hard.
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen me too but i continue to lose it and the realization of the fact that i’m so close to giving up is scary
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy Jup same. Hocd and rocd together is awful, makes it feel even more real
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen mhmm :,(
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen literally can’t even have a crush without constantly second guessing myself wtf is that supposed to mean? like how am i supposed to get in any relationships??! ahhhhhh
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy i have lost attraction towards my boyfriend, and i dont know whats real anymore. But im holding on, but i know it breaks my heart. I cant sleep and i cry all the time
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen i’m so sorry about that i can’t even imagine how much that sucks being in a constant guessing game with ur head, i hope u figure things out <3
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy Yeah me too. This is a nightmare, i dont want it to be true.
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen are you going to therapy or on any medication?
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy starting therapy soon. Im so fucking afraid that i cant hold on to hope, and that im just gonna break it of because i cant handle the pain. I love him so much that it hurts, but ocd makes me even doubt that too.
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen it’s ok u will figure things out and therapy will definitely help figure ur thoughts out,, have u talked to ur bf about this?
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy Yes some things. But im gonna tell him more when i see him, because its getting pretty dark. We are in a long distance relationship, so its even harder. If this ocd shit is true, i will seriously be so angry.
flowerboyflowerboy
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@elleeen ocd is almost never- if not never true. it just takes things you care about and makes up the worst possible situation then gives you intrusive thoughts about it bc that’s just how the disorder works and i know how much it sucks. i’m losing hope but also gaining hope bc in a way i know we can make it through the hard times, we just need to be strong right now
elleeenelleeen
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@flowerboy thanks! :)
jopjop
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@elleeen Me too
elleeenelleeen
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i know i shouldnt be on this app because it gives me reassurance, but i dont have anybody else to talk to. Im gonna stop when im starting therapy
Nik1234Nik1234
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Yes. With right balance of SSRI’s and CBT it can be cured, but it doesn’t cure itself.
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