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Fear of vomiting. Its Still here going strong 20 years later..but manageable for long periods of time
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Have you ever done erp for your fear
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SAME I hate it so much!!! How are you managing with it being “sick season”?
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Fear of buttons! Still have it! But the second was contamination!
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Like buttons on a shirt or buttons on an elevator? That is so interesting!!
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@ThreeLittleBirds Buttons on a shirt! I can't touch them, wear them or even be near them! If there is a loose button and I'm drinking, eating or breathing near it, I feel contaminated
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Hygiene, now it has decreased but now I have anxiety and more themes of OCD :)
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Mine was cancer ocd from what I can remmeber. My first truly chronic and disabling one was end of world ocd though.
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The health stuff is hard because health is real and it’s hard to tell if we’re overreacting or if we really need medical attention for something serious.
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@Charmed Yes it is. Atm I’m stressed I have cancer cause I have a few signs and the doctors are even worried. I hope I don’t though
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My earliest ocds that I can clearly remember were at the ripe young age of 5. I was obsessed with colors and patterns. I had to find patterns in everything I looked at. I listed every color I saw. If I looked at a Hannah Montana I would list off blonde, peach, green,blue, gray, purple, silver, black until every color was accounted for. I absolutely hated these stupid intrusive thoughts. I imagined I might have some kind of disease, and I named it patterns. I was frequently troubled by a recurring image in which imagined going on a national talk show with my mom to be interviewed about patterns. The spokesman would ask me, "So, tell us about it." And I would describe as well as I could for being 5 what patterns felt like to me. Then my mom would cover some snickers and the host would face the audience and ask me, "So, you believe that you have this disease... patterns??" And then everyone in the whole world laughed at me. Throughout elementary school I would be biblically humiliated by teachers for doint compulsions that I couldn't control.
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Publicly humiliated*
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Demonic posession when i was a kid!
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First cleaning ocd, then harm ocd, then homo ocd, then harm ocd again, then sexual intrusive thoughts and now rocd with a bit of cleaning ocd and homo ocd and some sexual intrusive thoughts to mix things up and make my life easier ☺️.
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Lol yea I had a touch of ROCD but it’s been mostly contaminantion/harm/sexual intrusive taboo thoughts/ it’s just been a blast! Mental breakdowns left and right. But knowing it’s a disorder and that it’s all just false responses to fear is comforting. It’s sadly just our brain trying to protect us from our fears.
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So you got to ask me anything… Now I’d like to ask you something! I’ve heard from Members that they were so scared coming to their first ERP session. They were terrified that I would think they were crazy, that I would tell them their worst fears were true. That I would confirm they are some form of a terrible person or have them hauled off to prison for their thoughts. I’ve also had Members share how they’re very scared to begin ERP treatment because they’ve researched enough to know it means facing the fear, without the compulsions that have kept them feeling safe (but not really safe) this entire time. They struggled to see how they could be capable of doing this, while simultaneously acknowledging that they did not want to live like this anymore. If you have had your first session, what were your thoughts before? Did you have any hesitations or fears going into it? How did it turn out? If you haven’t yet begun to work with an ERP specialist, what is holding you back?
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Hi, I’m new to this app and newly diagnosed. Question for you all, What things did you normalize and do without a second thought that when diagnosed, you realized was actually your OCD? Mine was how concerned with germs I am. I hold my breath when I open a door so the rush of wind doesn’t infect my lungs from whatever is in the room. I thought everyone was really careful and concerned like me. But Ive learned it’s not normal the lengths I go to. What was yours?
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Hi there. I’ve recently joined NOCD and wanted to ask: does anyone have a sort of mental contamination fear, such as believing that interacting with people will “infect” oneself in a psychological manner? Just wanted to reach out and ask if this is an experience others had. Also looking to share experiences with others. Thanks.
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