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Yes, I had a theme of a similar flavor, about several themes ago... My mind would come up with thoughts about harming others (in a scandalous/blasphemous way) , or that I believed others had some ulterior motive against me. My compulsion was to recite prayers because I believed the devil was trying to get me (I believed this at the time because my family was very religious). Eventually I learned to not pay attention whenever a satanic thought comes along, and keep myself somehow busy... And I switched to a different theme.
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You’re not alone in that...my fam is super religious and they’ve encouraged me to read the Bible, but I’ve avoided it out of fear that it will cause more obsessions and compulsions. Stay strong, we’re all in this together
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- 5y ago
The more I got into my religion the worse it got as I was feeding my ocd. The fact is this isn’t about your religion it’s about you and your mind. Use erp, get better and later in life you’ll be a better for Christian for it. I don’t think most ppl thay don’t have ocd understand it.
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@RZ Exactly! It’s just so hard...especially since my aunt is super religious and always talks about the Bible or the Old Testament, and whenever I try to change the subject or leave the room she tells me that my anxiety is caused by a demon that’s possessing me and it freaks me out. I try to be polite but I can’t handle when she says things like that to me
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@RZ So true
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I used to have severe religious ocd where i was paralyzed and it took forever to do everything, even simple at picking up a pencil or flipping a page. I was anxious all the tims thinking I would go to Hell. I always thought God didnt like me, even though in reality thats not true. One of the worst things about religious ocd is that it makes you feel guilty ALL THE TIME. As I went to therapy, though it took time, I eventually learned that my terrible thoughts aren't facts and they aren't a reflection of who I am. I encourage you to get help because this kind of ocd eats away at your joy. I've been there for a long time and I got out of it. It takes time and you will mess up, but you're gonna mess up because you are human and humans mess up, its normal!:) So be very very patient with yourself as you get help from a therapist. It gets better and you will finally see the true light at the end of the tunnel. You deserve it to get out of this heavy bondage that religious ocd brings, yes you do! Get your life back, you deserve it. I felt your pain as I read your comment because I've been there and its hard for other people to understand, but I understand and so do many other people on this app. We are a community here. I believe in you. Freedom from the debilitating terror is waiting for you, you got this!
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- 5y ago
I left christianity to save myself from agonizing ocd.
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- 5y ago
Intense Erp is how I’m doing it and it’s helping a lot. Sounds evil but you need to be ready to say and do things to yourself that you would never say/do. Just remember it’s for your own sanity so do what you need to do! Good luck
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- 5y ago
Hello I have an OCD that whenever I sat on the study desk I just think what is the use of studying hard as many people have become successful without studying. Please help me to get rid of this monster that is ruining my life
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- 5y ago
I think this youtube channel can help you: Ali Greymond OCD. It has helped me overcome my previous themes
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- 5y ago
Ya it's helpful I had watched its video. But please tell me that I had an OCD or it's something else
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- 5y ago
Yeah whatever thought you've been having, if it repeats itself for like a week or so, that's OCD.
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Ali in her video "3 ways to react OCD thought" said that whenever OCD thought come react to it aggressively and admit it .. I had an OCD on why to study ....so when I admit that there is no use of studying then I think that why I am studying if there is no use of studying ,how to cure it and please tell me that how this channel can help in my OCD recovery
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I think you might have misinterpreted how to respond. It might be more helpful to think of something like, "Okay, fine, there's no use, but I'm going to study anyway no matter what OCD says to me".
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- 22w ago
OCD often makes me feel distant from God. I often feel unforgiven, unloved, and even hated. In my head I often view God as someone who hates me and who is always constantly disappointed in me. My relationship with him feels like an Obligation now more than a relationship. I’m always on the cusp of becoming an atheist, but I always draw myself back because I don’t want to give up my faith so fast, even if it’s been 4-5 years of living like this. I’m often at war with myself daily. There is never a day that I feel as though if I do one small thing whether it be buy something or eat something that I’m going to end up in eternal damnation. And even though I know it’s only OCD and it’s cognitive distortions, I still feel uneasy.
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- 20w ago
Is anyone else here a Christian dealing with ocd? I could use some support because I've been having a hard time growing close to God ever since my ocd started getting bad. I deal with a lot of religious intrusive thoughts such as being unforgivable, or being cursed or possessed. What's some advice?
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- 16w ago
Just wondering if anyone else’s spiritual OCD seems to also effect your relationship with God and push you farther away from God when you really would rather be closer?
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