I don’t know if this is HOCD or just questioning my sexuality but here I go. This may be a lil TMI!! I’ve always had crushes on guys. I like guys, if I’m impressing someone it’d be a guy, and overall I imagine myself marrying a guy. I prefer the idea of having sex with one too. But then the thing is, I genuinely do get aroused by boobs and I always sorta have. But I don’t really see the appeal with the rest of a woman sexually. Like I said, I’d prefer to have sex with a man! So what does this mean? Am I bi? Or just straight... with a thing for boobs? I used to wonder if it was because they were so sexualised to me as a kid and even now. But I also should note that it’s mostly just big boobs or fake boobs. Plus, watching porn I tend to go for videos with women with big boobs. Anyways, I feel awkward having typed all that so please don’t judge. I’m anxious but not ANXIOUS anxious. Just wondering :D

Listen, I think boobs are hot! I think women are beautiful! But I do not want to have sex with one. I’m not tying to give you reassurance but I promise you whether you’re straight, gay, or bi, you’ll be good. However, I don’t believe finding boobs hot a gay person makes!

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I am like you, always had crushes on guys, dated guys, sex with guys. (TMI but I had an extremely high sex drive until all this HOCD hit haha) but I can remember being around 8 and being fascinated with boobs. I couldn’t wait for mine to get here. I have always found boobs attractive, however I believe it’s because of the way society makes boobs out to be. If society sexualized a mans toes the same way they do women’s boobs, I think I’d feel the same way about men’s toes. I know treating OCD is all about being ok with not knowing why you do something, but I feel like this is a good, logical explanation for it. We are turned on and infatuated with things that are considered sexy by society. It’s human nature.

Hey guys! Sorry I just have a bit to say again. I feel like there’s a chance I’m sexually attracted to women but not romantically. Not exactly bi but not exactly straight? Or maybe I’m just overthinking it and I’m just like every other straight girl. I don’t know. There’s also one example quite recently where I almost had a crush on a girl in a tv show but not in a sexual way. So that’s kinda stressful. I don’t know what this all means. Truthfully I just want to be straight, but I feel like there’s too much proof that I’m not.