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Listen, I think boobs are hot! I think women are beautiful! But I do not want to have sex with one. I’m not tying to give you reassurance but I promise you whether you’re straight, gay, or bi, you’ll be good. However, I don’t believe finding boobs hot a gay person makes!
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Yeah I sometimes fear finding myself sexually attractive. It’s hard. I guess I developed boobs pretty young and hated them for years... but now I’m at a point where I’m happy they’re there and they’re a decent size? But I don’t like looking at myself naked at the fear of self-arousal.
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I am like you, always had crushes on guys, dated guys, sex with guys. (TMI but I had an extremely high sex drive until all this HOCD hit haha) but I can remember being around 8 and being fascinated with boobs. I couldn’t wait for mine to get here. I have always found boobs attractive, however I believe it’s because of the way society makes boobs out to be. If society sexualized a mans toes the same way they do women’s boobs, I think I’d feel the same way about men’s toes. I know treating OCD is all about being ok with not knowing why you do something, but I feel like this is a good, logical explanation for it. We are turned on and infatuated with things that are considered sexy by society. It’s human nature.
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That’s very very true. I was thinking similarly, so it’s nice to have a shared perspective on it. It is just a matter of influence!
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Hey guys! Sorry I just have a bit to say again. I feel like there’s a chance I’m sexually attracted to women but not romantically. Not exactly bi but not exactly straight? Or maybe I’m just overthinking it and I’m just like every other straight girl. I don’t know. There’s also one example quite recently where I almost had a crush on a girl in a tv show but not in a sexual way. So that’s kinda stressful. I don’t know what this all means. Truthfully I just want to be straight, but I feel like there’s too much proof that I’m not.
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Im a 21 year old female in a straight relationship with the best guy a girl could ever ask for. About 2 months ago, I went to get coffee with a friend and as I dropped her off, I got a “weird” vibe from her and the look she gave me which lead to the thought of “should I kiss her”….Ive never had a thought like that before and I never have ever wanted to kiss another girl. I have also never had a desire to be with another girl (sexually or romantically). Now though, I have had one other experience of being with a different friend going to get lunch and it felt weird. Ever since then I have been on google non stop with hundreds of different searches, questioning if im lying to myself of my boyfriend, wondering about my past relationships even though Ive only dated boys, been attracted to boys, crushed on boys, etc… boy crazy! Reading on other forums has been a big thing too or doing quizzes. I believe its SO-OCD but im so scared that what if its not. I am in therapy and actually had two weeks of not even thinking about it or googling it until yesterday. I dont know what to do.
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I need too know that I'm not insane, really. I am 16 and for the past two weeks, this has been completely ruining my health and happiness. I only recently came out as a lesbian like 3 months ago after a lot of confusion about my attraction since I used to think I liked men. At first, I felt so sure that I liked women, but lately, I've been having these unwanted thoughts about the possibility of liking men. I never used to feel this way, but now, every time I look at a man, my brain obsessively fixates on it. It forces me to imagine kissing him, loving him, things I don’t want, and then tries to convince me that I do. It’s painful. The thought of this fills me with fear and anxiety, leading to panic attacks and breakdowns. I don’t want these thoughts. I hate them with every fiber of my being, but I’m terrified that one day I’ll act on them and somehow like it. I used to think I liked men, but back then, I was in a very unhealthy space in a time of escapism and something deeply parasocial. I’ve only ever liked the attention and validation a man could give me, but these experiences are somehow treated as further proof that I’m "bisexual." I’ve never been in a real relationship with anyone, which makes my brain constantly challenge me—telling me, “You don’t even know what love feels like.” It won’t shut up. It keeps obsessively trying to make me prove that I’m a lesbian, testing my reactions and questioning my certainty. Is this normal?
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Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared
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