- Username
- figuringitallout
- Date posted
- 4y ago
No there’s nothing wrong with that. You were just testing
Did u ever have something like this happen to you. I just think its a type of reasurance it sure did seem like reassurance because after i did the physical compulsio the previous thought went away
@godfirst 12312345 I definitely did when I was working at my children’s camp. I can’t remember specifics but for sure
@figuringitallout Its crasy
I think I have emotional crush on kids, especially when they just get a new haircut and looks handsome, not sexually attracted tho, and I do not do anything bad to them I guess. All kids from both genders I just tickle them and play games with them and say that they are cute and complement their hair and clothes and feel some emotional crush sometimes but it is not like continuos heart bumping and blushing and all of that I do have such crushed on every good handsome looking character sometimes even if it was an anime (this was a few years ago when I was a teenager) so idk if it is relatable to what you feel My experience may not be normal for other people but I would say that it is normal for me as long as it is not strong or sexual so I hope that I am relatable to you?
I think a lot of people experience that feeling but don’t label it as a crush. I think people with OCD look at it through a bad lense
I had that experience once i thought my cousin looked cute because she had a cute outfit my ocd was trying to tell me i had a crush on her which is ridiculous but thats what i thought for a second than the thought went away
@godfirst 12312345 I almost thought one time when my cousin was laying on me that she was my gf or something sexual eventually if u let the thought play oit it goes away.
Did you ever have reassurance like for me i thought i touched my brothers side in the wrong way when i was just holding him than i felt the need to do reassurance when i got home the need to touch is stomach for the anxiety to stop and to prove to my self i am not a pedo. For some reason if i did it again i wojld magically stop thinking about it. My later guess is that it was just reassurance instead of telling ur self u didnt do anything wrong and stuff i would act out the incident 2 sometimes. So i touched his stomache that had to touch his stomach again for reassurance i went up to him and slapped his stomach or hugged his stomach and asked him what are u guys upp too,is that normal?
Ooookkkkk so I’m not sure if this is POCD or not but here goes. I’ve briefly mentioned it in a post, but not in much depth. Basically, there a 12 year old character in a film that I literally LOVE. And initially it was because of his personality in the film and all that, but now I’m scared it’s about what he looks like. He’s attractive and I can’t deny that, but I’d hate to think that I only like him because he’s young. And the issue is, I get happy when I think about him or watch edits about him because he’s such a great character. I just don’t want that to be because of his appearance. Dhjssjjsjshdueiwis.
I was just watching a commercial and I saw a kid actress and all I was thinking was “hey I think I know them” and I just felt fluttering in my face, chest, and towards my growing and I wasn’t even thinking anything sexual. All I was thinking was hey I think I know them and I was getting the reactions. This is why I think it isn’t just ocd. I find adults attractive and I don’t get the same reaction as I do when I’m just looking at a kid and not even thinking anything bad. If ocd can make you do this I hate it. I don’t want to be a pedophile and I hate that I have convinced myself I am.
Hey everyone! I struggle with POCD and struggle severely with feelings and attractions towards children. It freaks me out and I get so worried and anxious about it. I just keep thinking it’s not normal to get innapropriate attractions towards children. And it’s not just thinking a child is cute because that’s normal but it’s like I get actual attractions or feelings towards kids and it’s the same kind of attractions and feelings I get towards people my age and I’m 19. I’m so scared and worried and I don’t know what to do!! I’m freaking out
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