Y’all, I am asking for some help. The media uproar going on about race right now is REALLY triggering my OCD. It feels like the entire white population is being labeled a bully. I am trying to do better in areas where I feel like I have given into stigmas, but I know over all I love EVERYONE. It’s just overwhelming to have everybody yelling at you from their Instagram posts all at once. Plus a loved one is dying. Please help. I feel like I am spiraling & I am so confused in this battle.

It’s really bothering me too. I’m discusted by what is happening to people of color but it doesn’t mean all white people are bad!! I really don’t appreciate when people say thing like “use your white privilage to *insert sentence*’ or “if you don’t show support you’re the problem” when really I just don’t post about heavy topics on social media. it’s really frustrating because I love people who are black, white, brown, I love everyone and so does everyone I know. None of us would ever do something like that. We support people who are black and I don’t like being yelled at for something our ancestors did or something terrible sick people did. I don’t like being accused of being racist because I’m white. We would never do those things- it’s not ALL white people!!! There’s just some sick people on this earth. (I’m probably gonna get a lot of crap for this post, please no one do. I know my feelings aren’t as important as what’s going on but I’m allowed to have feelings too.)

i don’t know who’s labelling the entire white population as bullies that’s not it. if anything we are labelling the police as bullies and terrorist cus that’s how they’re behaving right now

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I feel similar. There is a lot of uproar right now over police brutality against black people and though I think I support Black Lives Matter and the protesters my OCD seems to be trying to convince me that I don’t care or that I only care because I know that I should not because I actually do. It’s so confusing ahh honestly I just wish for one moment I could look at this issue as a normal person would, not a person with an ocd brain, so I could see the truth about what I believe.