I dont know if this is my OCD or if I'm being realistic I discussed on here about my past in letting a dog do things to me which I shouldnt like lick me down below, I was an adult at the time. I have been obsessively looking up Wether I will be reported but cant find I definite answer. Had anyone any experience of wether this will be reported ? I'm worried this makes me a sex offender.

Yeah, the last week my anxiety went down and I tried to stay away from looking online etc But recently I looked up sex offences etc and that's what sent me into panic. I know they say it's more sexual Intercourse with an animal That's bad but I was still sexual so that's why I worried. I've told a doctor and a consultant for therapy and they both said as long as its it's not something I'm doing now but I cant get the fear out of my head that I'm a monster and I'll be reported

Hey, I'm sorry you're struggling with this. I don't want to give you reassurance here as you're clearly engaging in checking compulsions and reassurance seeking around an intrusive thought. Have you had any therapy for your OCD? Can you apply what you've learned to what's going on now?

No I havent. I know your not supposed to give reassurance but I need to know if this is something I can discuss with a therapist.

Ah I see. I'm only going to say this once though: Your therapist is not going to report you for that. Lots and lots of people do this stuff, it's probably a lot more common than you think. You haven't harmed anyone or the dog. You were just doing some experimenting....which is a totally human thing ? Find yourself a therapist!

Thanks for letting me know. I've got two kids and the guilt from doing this is absoloutly destroying me and I just want to work out why I thought this was normal, the reason why I want therapy. I just want to feel normal again. Thanks again !

There's a an awful lot of shame around sexuality and experimentation. There's nothing wrong with what you did. Human sexuality is crazy and varied and diverse and unless you're outright causing harm, it's All Good. I'm not a therapist, but it does sound like you're struggling with compulsions to try and lessen the guilt/anxiety around this memory/thought. A therapist can absolutely help you with this. Can you use the therapy on this app?

Sounds like you have some triggers around this stuff that's setting you off. Try your very best to avoid doing the checking and looking things up, because it will just maintain the cycle and increase your anxiety.

Thanks.

This is real event/ moral scrupulosity ocd. You deserve to see an ocd specialist who can help you with erp for this theme of ocd. I have the same one. It’s not easy, and doesn’t go away, but it can get more manageable.

Erp, erp, and more erp. Haha It’s sucky work and DOES NOT feel good in the short term, but helps in the long term. You have to sit with the discomfort of your worst fears by script writing, listening to recordings over and over, and/ or just agreeing with your thoughts. Visualization helps too. She told me to think of my ocd as a swinging door because it comes and goes. (Or a cloud or balloon) I tried a dumpster but she explained how that’s trying to get rid of the thoughts, which doesn’t work. You need to practice acceptance and self compassion. Labeling the thoughts as ocd also helps gain some distance from them.