takingmylifeback
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mentowillnessmentowillness
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same girl,,,,same ??
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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I am so sorry you’re dealing with this
ocdillustratedocdillustrated
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Are you attracted to women's body parts, or are you having the thought "maybe I'm attracted to women's body parts"?
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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It’s what if I am. Honestly both I feel like maybe I am. Idk the difference I just know that I don’t want it
ocdillustratedocdillustrated
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@takingmylifeback Ok "what if I am" is a thought. My guess is that you're having the thought "what if I am...." and then misinterpreting the thought as an emotion
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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@NOCD Advocate - Katie But it feels like I already am
That1girlThat1girl
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Same :((
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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I am so sorry
kitkatkitkat
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What kind of urges do you feel? I get it too and it just feels so real now, like I genuinely feel attracted to all women’s bodies parts now and have to stare in public to check or imagine it in my head and sometimes I get urges to go do something gay or look up pictures but I don’t want to ): and it feels like arousal too
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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Same it’s something with women breasts. I’m sorry it’s weird to say but it’s like I want to do sexual things and I hate it and it feels like I want to and that I would like it
kitkatkitkat
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That’s how it is for me too, I always have to stare at them and imagining sexual things to see if I would like it and sometimes it feels like I have an urge to touch it and do things ugh but I hate that I always have to look now people must notice
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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ME TOO it feels like I want to do stuff with it and enjoy it and I hate it. I’m trying so hard to treat it as ocd but idk if it is and I’m scared
That1girlThat1girl
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Same :( it even makes me feel like I like it or that it makes me happy, does it do that for you?
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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@That1girl Yes like as if I wanted to do it. I even said maybe I will try with my boyfriend and someone else and after I thought this I have it so much meaning to it and it made me so depressed
kitkatkitkat
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Sorry if this is tmi but the worst part for me is that it makes me stare at my mom now and imagine s*xual things bc I’m constantly checking to see if I like boobs like I always have to look at them now even my own mom ughhhh and my brain tries to come up w reasons why I should like them and that I want to do things
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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Okay this happens to me as well and it would be any other theme but it’s literally HOCD because she’s a girl like wtf it’s awful disgusting and I hate it. I used to imagine myself with a woman to see if I liked it and if I would be okay with it and I hated that too
kitkatkitkat
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I know, it’s so hard to know if it’s ocd or not
kitkatkitkat
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It’s so convincing, when I tell myself I’m bi now it actually feels like I like it and want to come out idk why it’s so powerful and same here I imaging things all the time and feel like I like it like my mind tells me it’s not bad and it’s what I want
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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I’ve kinda used bi as an excuse cause I can still be with my boyfriend. My biggest fear is to lose my boyfriend so my HOCD and ROCD live latching onto it. I tell myself that I don’t have to act on my thoughts and if I’m bi I can still be with a boy and never with a girl which is literally being straight but whatever
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
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I consider myself straight and always want to be and never anything else. I don’t ever want to question anything
That1girlThat1girl
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@takingmylifeback Same :(
AnonymousAnonymous
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@takingmylifeback Wow our stories are so similar. I use bi to make myself feel better and so that I can stay with my boyfriend. I never want to lose him.
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