Is it normal when you try and ask yourself ‘Do I really want this/want to do this’ you feel like you can’t answer? With my sexual obsessions it’s like I can’t stick to my values and morals because every time I say ‘well I wouldn’t ever do that in real life’ my brain is like ‘but how do you really know if you don’t want to...’ so how can I stick to my values?

c444tmommy

Date posted: 4y ago

yes this happens to me A LOT i hate it. but that’s exactly what ocd does. it makes u doubt ur morals and values. u just have to stop asking ur self that question and let it be there. “maybe i want this, maybe i don’t. i don’t need to know right now” and i promise your brain will stop sending u the thought obsessively cause it’ll see that you don’t think it’s important anymore. i’ve gotten rid of so many false memory themes with this method. it rlly works

Soph

Date posted: 4y ago

yeah it’s so hard I really need to apply that method more! it’s tricky to remember it when new random stuff comes up. this is kinda tmi as well but relating to sexual fantasy/taboo stuff as well it’s a really tangled line bcos I think every human being has crazy fantasy stuff that they know realistically they’d never do, but for someone with ocd it attacks all those things that I think are just human and part of our weird brains

c444tmommy

Date posted: 4y ago

@Soph yes exactly! another user on here named scoggy gave me rlly good advice where they said that making as many grey areas as possible with taboo stuff makes it easier to accept uncertainty about it. and accepting that people do have weird kinks or fantasies that they would never act on makes it easier to accept that maybe that applies to u maybe it doesn’t. esp if ur dealing with real event /false memory

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y ago

Hi, I struggle with this, too. But in addition, I also struggle with getting the opposite response of what I actually want it to be. So, for example, I might get an answer such as 'yes, I do want it', and the answer would feel absolutely true and convincing. The most frightening thing, however, is that the answer also comes with strong sensations, including groinal responses, which are really hard to ignore.

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y ago

I would like to apologise if my post has caused you any offense/harm or if it was intrusive.

little rabbit

Date posted: 4y ago

Through this journey I have come to understand that people who say things like they're sure about X, Y, Z and they "really don't like" such things, are actually speaking from a place of emotion. Half those people might actually end up doing those very things at some point in their lives too. So the moral of that, for me, is that we, saying we're uncertain and who knows, maybe I'm that person, are actually more honest you know? In truth everyone is just saying whatever, they don't "know" either. Nobody knows.

Secretidentity

Date posted: 21w ago

Does any one ever question if their ocd isn’t ocd?

That’s kinda my question. All my thoughts feel so realistic and so now I doubt if they are ocd and if I just can’t make my mind up about something and I’m using ocd as an excuse or something idc I feel like this post is word vomit.

misereri

Date posted: 15w ago

Urgent: i need yalls opinion

Sometimes I think " do I like kids?" "Would i get aroused if I saw content with kids?""What if I'm a pedo and cant accept it?" "What if I'm ok with these thoughts?" "What if I'm not distressed enough " "What if I enjoy these thoughts?" , i avoid kids as much as i can, i cant look at them bc I'm scared I'm gonna have some groin like response. I keep testing if I'd get turned on or if I'd have some groinal response to sexual scenarios with kids. Sometimes I think that if I took my life this would be over and i wouldn't have to think about this and i wish i doubted something else instead of things like this. I had similar situations just with different topics such as if i loved or found sexually appealing a guy while in a relationship and i kept asking myself those questions for months and i avoided going to school for weeks and when I went I'd cry and have anxiety attacks. I had it with past actions i obessed over and felt the need to exploit every detail and be honest because otherwise i was being a fraud. I had it for sexual things that happened when i was a child. Im not diagnosed with ocd but should i tell this to my local counselor? Can someone help? Give me advice or tell me anything?

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Elliesmith

Date posted: 13w ago

Is this a symptom of soocd

I’m 25 and never ever thought this before my soocd relapse. I have a bf of 5 years. Never been a high libido kinda girl. Don’t get me wrong I do get turned on by my bf but not like every day you know? - That had always been in the back of my head, is this normal and ok? But my ocd has latched onto the most scariest what if EVER. My brain is now saying How do you know you won’t prefer to sleep and kiss girls if you haven’t tried it: and it’s that unknown that is scaring the shit out of me. I DONT AND NEVER HAVE wanted to sleep / kiss a girl. But now my intrusive thoughts is all I think about!!! I don’t want I don’t want I don’t want??? So why does my brain think BUT WHAT IF??? I know ocd thrives off uncertainty which is why I think this is happening? But I don’t wanna find out or work it out because all I want is to be with my bf and marry him!! Is this just the epitome of OCD?

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