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If this helps, Jesus wasn’t here to be a strict religious man either. He came to show people that the old, strict religious rules that you’re feeling condemned by don’t work for anyone. I struggle with religious ocd too and it’s gotten better over the years but it’s a learning process. And please don’t let other people’s beliefs effect yours. God loves you and that’s what matters. I once read a quote that says “if you think you’ve ruined gods plan for your life, remember, you’re not the powerful.” Keep being you love ya!
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Thank you. That does help. ❤️
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Go ahead and write it out. We don’t judge.
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writing it out or sharing it with someone can help to take the power away from the fear!! i guarantee you you’re not alone in what you’re afraid of
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I don’t know what I beleive in anymore. I’m obsessing nonstop over the question of whether I’m a Christian or a pantheist (someone who believes that God and the universe are one in the same). I came across the word and it described what I beleive nicely. But then I did some googling and apparently a lot of Christians don’t like pantheism because they beleive god created the universe, not that god is the universe. I’m scared if I beleive the wrong thing my punishment will be that God will kill someone I love. But I can’t take this strict Exactly what the Bible says religiousness anymore, I just want to go back to before I had ocd when I didn’t care whether god exits at all.
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i’m sorry that sounds really hard and stressful:(
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@lms2000 Yeah. It’s stressful.
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