How does a gronial feel for you all? I got a gronial when I thought I was in denial :(

is it like a throbbing feeling down there??

@holley Definitely yes, it can feel in sooo manyyy ways, and ocd do this in the purpose to make you believe your worst fear.

@sunflowers watching lesbian stuff makes me so anxious i just break down :(

@holley Its totally normal!!!! Believe me, if you were ypur fears you wouldnt feel so anxious, i'm bi and yes i feel scared at ghe beginning but never anxious.you feel anxious because you are NOT your fear.

@sunflowers i feel like this drop in my stomach or heart when i focus and fixate on lesbian sex what does that mean?

@holley i also read this other girl who fingered out she was bi after her hocd journey but she didn’t care what the outcome was like she was like i don’t care what sexuality she was afraid of being straight! i scream and cry every single day and say “i don’t want to be gay or bi”. but like deep down it feels like i am!!!! i hate this. but that feeling feels weird. i don’t know.

@holley That means that ocd its playing with you, because you are watching every little thing that happend in your body and ocd its taking it like "proof" which is actually false, really false.

@holley Then you have to accept the doubt, the uncertainty, maybe I'm maybe im not, its not my job to figure out, this help me with my pocd, sating that every day will help you!!!!

@sunflowers and also when people tell me “you’re just gay accept it” my heart drops and i get so anxious. does this happen to you?? has it happened?? when you questioned your sexuality or if you ever did did you get so upset over it that you break down ???

@holley When i realized that i was bi i feel scared but not like ocd, and people that told you, just accept it, they can go to hell because clearly they don't know about ocd, look accept uncertainty its the best thing to do, because you lose fear to being bi, so in that way ocd will not have power on you, and thats it.

@sunflowers but i feel scared of the thoughts and just losing my bf... it seems like the only option

@holley I know, it feels sooo scary but you have to do it, because tou will get your life back, so try every day say maybe I'm maybe im not, and thats ok, come on!!!! I believe in you!!!

@sunflowers i’m going to try. do you think this is ocd???

@holley Definitely it is, try at first its going to be horrible but you need to do it and with a little time, everything will get better.

@sunflowers it’s all i ever think about literally every second of the day. i cant even have sex with my bf anymore because of the thoughts

@holley Its okay, just try to accept uncertainty and everything is going to be ok, and i think chrissie hodges has a video about that you can't jave sex anymore, i think that would help and dont forget :you are not your fears!!!!