I am generally confused most of the time. I am a girl and a guy and neither, but am I really? My OCD thinks that. And it also tells me I like older men and girls my age. So... what's going on. Also, I really enjoy watching sort of MA movies and shows but I know they're bad for me spiritually. Idk what to do man. I've been stuck like this since I was 12. Yes. Since I was 12- I have liked to be as a guy should for a girl-hold them and listen to them, and care.... and I have also like older guys and would crush on them for too long, think about them, and hate it but also not hate it. I am so fucking uncomfortable.

Nearly all of them, yet mostly thinking over something over and over and over again. As well as self harm and counting etc

@SoLikeumWhat I'm sorry if that's not what you asked

@SoLikeumWhat Are u confused about your gender

@hunterxhunter Kind of. For a couple years... idk if its cuz of ocd or what... smh :(

@SoLikeumWhat Do u wanna be cisgender

@hunterxhunter I don't know if I want to be cisgender but I also don't know if I want to be some other gender. Maybe I'm just.... idek.. I just wanna be ya know happy and sorta satisfied with whatever I want to be

@SoLikeumWhat What’s your biological gender

Have u ever felt like a girl and weared girl clothes

@hunterxhunter Not really...

@hunterxhunter I didn't like dresses nor did I care for my hair to be down. I thought maybe, eh I'm a tomboy. But, idk if I like girls and guys, if I'm just OCD.

@SoLikeumWhat What’s a MA movies

@hunterxhunter Mature Audience

cuz this app is 17+ um. I'm. Just concerned for a split secons..

@SoLikeumWhat I just turned 15

@SoLikeumWhat I’m dyslexic as well so I don’t really get shortened words I only understand words I’m used

@hunterxhunter Okay cool cool

@SoLikeumWhat Spiritual what’s your beliefs I’m interested

@hunterxhunter I can relate and understand that in my own way. I can't read books sometimes. My eyes just don't see the words correctly, kind of like dyslexia maybe idk haven't asked a doctor about it. My eyes sometimes don't see words at all. So I have to step away from reading for a while.

@hunterxhunter I suppose I believe that every person is in this world and has purpose, we all have something to give, we all have something someone wants, and we all need some things that someone can share with us. That's really all that I know and fully believe. I do think there's a God. I believe that since it's said in bibles, He loves us; I believe if He loves us, then He loves all of us, In Every Way. Think of lgbtq+ community, races, color, all communities, we are all good, we all have good within us. I'll leave my spiritual beliefs at that :) thanks for being interested. How bout you?

@SoLikeumWhat And some things in media or television can harm the mind, create doors that never were before in the mind that are open, just for us to walk through and have good and or bad thoughts because of what was watched on the telly

@SoLikeumWhat I am believe in all the Abrahamic religions and there is god

@hunterxhunter That's awesome :)

@SoLikeumWhat My parents are religious but they never were strict with me I kinda wish they were

@hunterxhunter I getyaa. My parents were strict about it. Now there's legit no restrictions about anything. Only thing they ask of me is "have you applied for a job yet" and "scheduled your drivers test yet?" I'm fine. Everything's okay.

@hunterxhunter It's pretty amazing how every family is very different. There's good and bad to each. :)