I think I accidentally stumbled across child porn. So I was on YouTube, watching adults of course and enjoying myself (finally without intrusive thoughts.) And I saw this video with "super young" in the title. I got the urge to click on it and I did, and I quickly got the urge to check out the other super young titles video. I didnt get off it to, not did I watch it at all. But I quickly exited out of it. Now I'm fearing that I accidentally just watched child porn. This was about twerking too. It was all adults twerking and the person in the video had adult curves but I'm honestly freaking out right now. Please help me. I'm not and don't ever want to be a pedophile. I was doing so well, up until this happened today. Fuck my life.

andrea_sam730

Date posted: 41w

Hey I know this was a while ago but I have this exact same fear. How did you get over it? Like with my problem is? I’ve never actually seen child pornography on YouTube but I have watched like multiple videos of like adult adults well because they look like adults but then I keep having intrusive thoughts like what if they weren’t? What if they’re actually minor? That’s what happened to look like they’re much older and now I’m losing my freaking brain. I have no evidence whatsoever or any reason to worry about this, but I just randomly started having these intrusive thoughts.

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