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I am so unbelievably sorry this happened to you. I wish anything that you never had to go through something as horrible as that- please know that it is NOT your fault. Intrusive thoughts are horrible, they will try their best to scare you but they are just thoughts. They cannot hurt you, seek comfort in things that can help you, trust your boyfriend & loved ones. Focus on them instead of the meaningless thoughts. Healing takes time, please don’t be too hard on yourself. You’ve been through something scary & feel vulnerable. That is normal, it does not mean you are not worthy or unloveable. It does not change who you are. Sending you so so much love & prayers.
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Thank you for this, this made me feel warm and fuzzy. I feel like I found a community in here and can share what happemed to me. My family and my boyfriend are being very supportive if my healing process. I know ill be okay with time, but my OCD is trying to say, "well what did you expect, you are bad and you got too drunk" or "this is karma". Its so hard to try and juggle PTSD and OCD thoughts at the same time. I feel like I can find community on this app though, I want to be okay so badly.
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@BunnyMama OCD will make your intrusive thoughts your worst fears, but that doesn’t mean that there is any truth behind them. It’s a monster that makes your mind a nightmare. The key is to not force it out. Thoughts are only scary when we apply meaning to them or mistake them for reality. Just because you had a thought doesn’t make it true. I want you to be okay badly too, but look at yourself from a different perspective...if your friend was in your place, you would be much more compassionate to them for needing time to heal & get better. These things take some time, & you are more than deserving of time❤️❤️I’m very happy you have a wonderful support system. You always are welcome & safe to share in this community.
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Thank you, I'm trying to tell myself this as much as possible. The OCD monster inside me wants me to belive that I am bad and that I deserved this in every possible way. The fact that I also have a boyfriend who I love very much just makes everything harder. I want to be loving and intimate with him, but I can't stop thinking about that night
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