Tbh I'm sick and tired of this I literally can't be my self because of my Socd makes me think I'm gay like i over think of everything i do the way I talk the way i walk that's why I stay quiet sometimes and i try to walk as straight as possible now the thing is i have a girlfriend she knows about my Harm ocd and harming others ocd but not my Pocd nor my Socd it's really hard to wake up with this anxiety everyday it's not easy and i try to be positive but I just don't know how to do it. I don't want to be gay I want to have my girlfriend as my wife one day and have kids with her im trying to make something of myself trying to do something good in my life. I know the pain all of you feel it will get better keep being strong don't give up always think positive fuck these unwanted thoughts or urges we have we have control over this we choose who we want to be don't let these thoughts fool you into thinking there stronger that's wrong your stronger. Everyone stay strong don't stop believing you'll get out of this one day.