Struggling with an obsession currently. I’ve been doing so well! Feeling really guilty and defeated today. It is probably because I started my period. That’s probably why everything seems so intense. I was bathing my daughter the other night and I was washing her butt. I usually don’t even do it but because I was feeling better and comfortable between my meds and therapy, I figured I could muster up the courage to do it. I squally just avoid it all together or do it super quickly. I did it, and midway through I had the intrusive thought of “this is how it would be if I was molesting her.” I kind of just acknowledged the thought and let it pass. But then it moved to “I wonder if she even knows that I’m touching her butt right now, does she think it’s weird? If I WAS molesting her, would she be aware of it?” I always wondered if it made her as uncomfortable as it makes me, or if it’s all the same to her. So I continued to wash her there and checked her for a reaction. I immediately felt weird and panicked.just sharing my experience. Wondering if anyone can relate or if anyone has experienced anything similar.