Okay well I’m a 15 year old boy from Connecticut and I’m not really sure if I have ocd. I think I have pure o and harm ocd but I’ve had other themes before hand, back in January I had sexual orientation intrusive thoughts and I would always think to myself no I know I’m not gay and stuff but now it’s moved onto a different theme. It’s not about harming others, it started off of me getting a disturbing image of me doing something horrible to my mother, ever since then all Ive had on my mind is how I don’t wanna do those horrible things and how I’m not a bad person and how I’m a good person and how I’ve never been a violent person and I’ve always been a nice kid. The thoughts bring great distress and I literally have headaches because of this. It’s always on my mind and I literally feel like I’m dangerous and I feel like one day I’m gonna loose control and do these horrible things. Or I’ll blow a feeling of anxiety completely out of proportion, I’ll start thinking does this feeling mean I want to do something bad? Of course I haven’t done anything horrible and I plan on not doing it because I genuinely have no desire to act on these thoughts what so ever but I need an idea of what is going on cuz I am scared that I will do something bad. And I’m scared that I am a murderer and I’m scared that I will hurt someone even though I really don’t want too. I’m nervous around sharp objects and nervous around family members. Please help me out because I am seriously scared.