I'm someone that suffers from Real Event OCD and POCD and I constantly think about the mistakes I made as a teenager. I was never educated about sex ed and I tried to explore the sexual feelings I've had at the time with other people online. Around 15-17 I engaged in sexting with a couple of people I met online and I didn't see anything wrong with it at the time. I felt really happy doing it and I thought I was sharing love with the people involved because they consented with my along the way. But now, I feel really bad for it because it was something I feel I shouldn't have done and I would never do now. On the other hand in my opinion, consentual sexting between teens is something I don't think is a bad thing, other than it being two teens curious about how they feel sexually for one another. I've always seen it that way but I'm afraid that I'm wrong and have really made a horrible mistake. This has caused me to do nothing but search about teen sexting articles with older ones explaining the consequences but newer articles going against the laws that tackle the practice in the wrong ways. I even went on YouTube on the topic to see what comments were left on several videos and many of them were either agreeing to change the laws for good I also have a bad porn addiction that I'm currently fighting with the use of blockers and remembered watching a ton of different categorized porn but just as I was finished watching I have had accidentally came across what I think was illegal content that I did not want to see nor did I search for. I quickly left the entire site altogether. I'm certain I was on a legal porn site that was secure of most of its videos. Is this something that happens to a lot of people? I've seen on Reddit that people have also talked about this and said people cannot be blamed for accidentally watching especially if they didn't want to see it. Things like this have even happened to me on Twitter and Instagram. Other incidents included a time where I wanted to search for girls my age which is 18 but by accident it had searched 16, but thankfully nothing terrible came up, but I still feel awful that I even made that search by accident. I had searched for girls my age on YouTube once again and for the most part I got what I wanted to see but then comments kept saying the girl was underaged but others saying they were actually 18 and it made me terrified that I once again saw videos involving underaged teens. It was never my intention to see girls under the age of 18, but only my age which is 18. I've even seen people talk about things like these on TikTok which isn't a platform I use. These thoughts have been roaming my mind ever since I joined this app. I'm so uncertain on basically everything and I'm beginning to feel terrible for even letting myself watch so much sexually explicit content. Am I horrible for this? Am I deserving of something bad to happen? I'm so confused and concerned and OCD bullying me with false convincing makes it all the more worse. I've also never ever saved any of the videos I've watched because there was no need to keep them. Has these things happened to anyone else? Can anyone relate in a way or have real event OCD stories to share?