- Username
- Liverpool1234
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Man I've been there. Hang in there buddy, it gets better. I've had times when I've felt so strong and my OCD seemed like it just upped and left for good. Then bam, like a bus hitting you, a thought pops into my head and haunts me for days. But trust me, it gets better
Yeah usually I get over a thought within a few days, and I feel better! but this particular thought just keeps coming back, and I start ruminating over it again, it’s so frustrating, try my best not to reassure myself but it feels so real!
Sounds rough, I've had thoughts feel so real that it felt like if I didn't gratify the feeling by going through my OCD "rituals" my life would literally be ruined. And that fear that comes with the thoughts just builds and builds until it's all consuming and thinking about either the repercussions of it or how to avoid it occupies so much of your mental space and emotional capacity that you're like physically tired. I've been there, it's tough. Maybe you should try the SOS function on this app everytime you have an "episode" (lol, sorry for that word) or think about going to see a therapist and getting it all out
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Exactly they feel so real and your mind is just exhausted and u actually feel psychically tired. I find exercising and keeping busy can help. I know it gets better but I haven’t had a thought that’s bothered me this long and a long time. Which makes me think it’s real! It’s never ended with ocd! I’m on the list for therapist but can find one I want so may look to go private. Have u tried the therapists on here?
I haven't yet, I've been trying to cope with it and find ways to alleviate some of my anxieties on my own. Just trying to live with the thoughts and impulses. I think I've been about 40% successful. I think.its just the purist in me that thinks all my issues can be cured by me since it's me who somehow created them subconsciously in the first place. But I'm pretty sure that I'm wrong or at least somewhere on my journey to that conclusion I've been wrong. But I'm gonna stick it out, if I seriously can't deal anymore I'll try to find a good one
Hi everyone. Ive been having the same OCD thought for weeks. How do I move on? I feel like my brain is stuck. Sometimes I think about it so much I get dizzy and my head feels like I just came up from underwater.
Does anyone else with real event ocd find it pops up every few months and gets worse, then better? Like for me I'd try to repress it so I wouldn't feel anything about the subject, then months later BAM I feel such intense guilt and disgust with myself that I'm back to square one. I just wish I knew how to move on from this feeling and experience, but how can I, when I feel like a monster over something I'd done 8 years ago? Will I ever move on?
So I’m 33 diagnosed with ocd at 20 but had it since about 17 or 18.. I’m older now a little wiser of my disorder but I’ve always wondered after going weeks or days feeling fine completely forgetting about the waves or spikes were even there and the obsessive fear or doubts existed . Why is it they always randomly come back.. if we’re fine for those few days or weeks not even worrying not even freaked out not even realizing we have this disorder why do the waves or intrusive thoughts that get us in our spirals in the first place come back randomly? I’ve always wondered why that is ? For example I suffer from harm ocd soocd.. and relationship ocd.. when I’m not obsessing I know who I am what I love what I cherish what I like.. for those couple weeks I feel my absolute self not a care in the world for the shit I went through weeks ago or even days ago when dealing with the disorder.. so why does it always come back when things are great for that certain amount of time ?
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