can ocd make you obsessed with your own anxiety. for the past couple months all i can think abt is when i will have anxiety and if i will pass out, or if i can breathe right, if i feel impending doom and the moment i think of these things it feels so real bc it’s my actual anxiety i’m terrified to leave my house in cause i get anxiety over there and leave my body and have impending doom and i won’t make it out of the store. it’s become so debilitating to where i get anxiety leaving my room and once i forget the obsession for a quick second i don’t feel anything at all but the moment i remember it all comes flooding back. i already tried 2 medications and now i think i’m going to try paxil but i am nervous because the other 2 made me worse and i haven’t been the same since i took it and i developed this obsession since it gave me anxiety. can someone pls let me know if i should continue this medication journey i can’t even leave my house and it depresses me bc i want to go back to doing normal things and being me but i have this whole new anxiety fainting impending doom obsession that’s taking over me. pls help