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Yessir, build a foundation for yourself. Gym hard and also make sure its balanced obviously Completely cut out porn entirely, it is shown to do harm to the brain 🧠 and also ruins erections. Eat good whole foods And do therapy
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Sometimes I can’t help watching porn 🤷🏻♂️😂😂 I can see the thoughts pop up but after a little while I’m like huh.. so this is ocd.. same words popping up over and over again so it’s fine but I just don’t know why I have an arousal feeling still in my body. Like when I do get thoughts of having sex with women I can get an erection but can still tell it’s not relieving that much anxiety in my body. Usually when my anxiety is completely gone my balls come closer to my groin and that’s when I know I’m out of my head. Haven’t felt that feeling for awhile. Last time I felt that I was getting an erection for a coworker chick at this one job that lasted for like 2 weeks and I was like my anxiety is being relieved and my dick was coming out and I was like let’s go but then had I let it get erected fully as soon as my coworker would’ve turned around on her chair all she would’ve saw was my dick and so I was trying to just calm myself down and then I can feel my balls dropping back down and could tell I was getting back in my head again smh. After that I felt like my ocd came back kind of hard cuz I was staring to feel more anxiety around my women coworkers and started to see the stupid thoughts more again but I have respect for women and wasn’t just going to let my dick out just cuz I was having a lot of sexual thoughts popping up in my head for the coworker haha.
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@OCDhurts Research the side effects of porn and look up no fap. Plus thats alot of checking and reassuring by seeing groinal repsonses. Also when i have anxiety and like severe anxiety, my balls feels like it's shrinking 🤣🤣 and uncomfortable sensations
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@OCD-PROOF Yeah I get that too I can feel my balls shrinking and coming back in but then I’m just shaking like a motherfucker like my mind isn’t used to being normal and just shakes like morherfucker cuz it feels more comfortable being in my head instead of being normal. Like I feel like when this happening I need some coaching cuz the anxiety is just way to much and even having a shot cant stop it so it’s like well don’t know what to do. Like it’s hard to even do imaginary erp to where I picture myself being at a place and seeing what thoughts may pop up because it’s just black so that’s even tough to. Couple years ago when I could do this I would always get positive thoughts popping in my head of me being able to see everything from my surroundings and being able to say what’s up to my brothers like normal and not feeling weird being able to dap them up and yeah. Now my imaginary erp is just cloudy or black and can’t do an imaginary erp.
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Yeah, I'm gonna leave porn behind altogether. I keep getting even if I'm looking at all girls (and I'm low on chicks right now which is distressing enough) I keep getting images of previous times I would see any dude's junk while watching and then I get paranoid I'm gonna see a dude's junk (porn site always seem like they have a "gotcha, a penis" moment either in a video or an ad that pops up) and I avoided even looking at any of that shit when I would watch straight couple porn for years so that's big trigger for me but it makes me worry. I'm just through with porn. I'm going monk mode and hitting the gym hard. I hate the thoughts overall and I know how much bullshit they are but they cant help but trigger me. I triggered myself just typing this. Fml...
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I cant remember what's it's like being out of my head...
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