Yeah I think I’m done. I’m just not going to try anymore. At least I got one good workout in before I finally give up. Even when my mind wants to get back up I’m just going to ignore it and stay miserable. It’s like I’m missing out on nothing or no one. It’s time for me to give up. I’m seriously for now on just going to stay in my room until I decide to finally die it’s pointless trying to fight people making me miserable and just be miserable. I’m done getting frustrated. If being miserable and killing myself is what will come of my life than so be it. I don’t care anymore.

Nah life sucks and I just don’t see the point. I’d rather make other peoples life miserable cuz they think by purposely triggering me is going to make me better. Like I can stay in my room and listen to music all day and not give a shit about anything. I don’t have to live a life I just thought why not but since it don’t matter to me I’ll make other peoples live miserable by making them take time out of they’re life to trigger me so if I’m going to be sad I’ll just make them sadder cuz I don’t have to do shit.

Nah. No point. I’m never going to have the chance to be with women I have an interest in so what’s the fucking point. Jobs won’t hire me. I can make some money but not the amount of money i want to make. It’s fine though. I can’t really get better at least not as good as I need to be to where I can be my true self. I’m fine with it.

@Issac11 I feel I will never get better also and completely hopeless but for some reason I'm still here. we have to have hope ❤

@Kimberley* You can, I’m not.

No one can. I’ve already done it and no one knows what to tell me or what to do. Neither do I. So staying in my room listening to music making people look dumb for triggering me in purpose when they don’t have to is fine with me.

Can’t read a book.

@Issac11 You might find it on audiobook. Also, look up You Tube videos by Ryan Holiday.

Can’t read a book to many stupid thoughts.

@Issac11 Look there’s no point. My previous ocd specialist wouldn’t let me prove I’m still obsessing over shit which is why I’m still fucked up so why should I think another ocd specialist would believe me. I can literally prove it by reading in front of a therapist of how bad my ocd is. I can literally prove it by trying to compliment something but my previous ocd therapist wouldn’t let me so even if I do find another ocd specialist she’ll want to talk to the old one and won’t let me prove it either so I’m fucking done. The only fucking thing I can do is lay in my bed listening to music and not giving a fuck about anything.

I can’t play a sport I’m to beat up physically to play anymore. I’m working out but it’s the only thing I can do. I know I need a socializing job to get over my shit but it’s hard to stay motivated and when I go out I typically drink so it’s not like i can actually be in tip top shape. I’m a try my best but knowing I have a social issue means I need to be social and idk.

@Issac11 If u can find a gym to play basketball or soccer.Those sports can rlly help with that.I have basketball practice everyday and it helps me so much with the thoughts

@Anonymous I can’t play those sports my knee is messed up. Only sport I can play is golf pretty much.🤷🏻‍♂️

@Issac11 Damn that’s tuff.Try doing strength training or lifting cux that can help a lot cuz it increases ur mood and testosterone

@Anonymous That’s about all I can do. I can do some cardio like the stair master and bike.

@Issac11 Yea try doing that.Just push urself to the limit cuz that can rlly help.Anytime I workout it rlly helps me so as long as u r pushing urself it will be beneficial

@Anonymous Trust me I push myself 😂

@Issac11 Aight keep trying.It’s better to always do that instead of being hopeless cuz being hopeless won’t get u anywhere.If u can talk to ur parents cuz I’m sure they’ll be able to help u

@Anonymous I have a parent and I’m 29. It’s just hard to stay consistent anymore with this bullshit inside my head.

@Issac11 Do u use therapy in this app.Cuz if so trust every word ur therapist is saying.There is professionals who have been educated in ocd.They know how to treat this and they only have your best interests.Just trust ur therapist if u have one and you’ll be fine.