I need help with OCD when your partner did something bad and you feel you can’t get over it but you don’t want to leave. I need help. (No he didn’t cheat) I am having a mental breakdown and told Him I need some space just now but it’s been weeks since we “resolved” and it’s not a resolve bc some days I’m fine other days I keep thinking I should break up over it and it sent me into a downward spiral of ocd, making my depression worse, and I officially am having a mental breakdown right at this moment and I don’t know how to make a decision or function or decipher the difference between ocd and what I should be this upset over or not

Sounds like you both would benefit from a couple's therapist, to help with communication. If you've already made up your mind though, this would be a good time for you to talk to a therapist to better help you process. If that's not a possibility, talking with a loved one that can be logical and unbiased can help tremendously. Especially, if you are honest and are able to journal the pros and cons of the relationship. That way you can make a clean break.

If he apologized and his actions reflect that I think you should try to forgive him. But if your just hung up on whether or not you "should " break up. Forget the should. Maybe you will maybe you won't. Sit with the possibility that staying with him the the worst idea ever... or maybe it's the best idea ever. Who knows? Maybe you'll get hurt, maybe not. Trust yourself that you will know when the time is right to end a relationship

First rune (overview): algiz reversed. You are feeling unprotected, vulnerable and drained. You feel used, and confused, and can't seem to get a grip on reality to feel secure enough to feel safe. Second rune (challenge):Gebo. The rune of partnerships. The challenge is in your romantic partnership, and relating to algiz, the partnership makes you feel emotionally unsafe and vulnerable, you feel drained by it and confused, it seems as though you can't see clearly the reality of the relationship. Third rune drawn (action needed): laguz reversed, the rune of flow. You are not listening to your intuition, you are out of touch with your divinity. It seems as though you are peddling up the stream of the river, you must pay more attention to the divine flow of life. As it pertains to your partnership, you need to learn to let go of the outcomes and go moment by moment with your own inner voice and let that guide you instead of your mind. Letting go of the outcomes and surrendering to the natural flow of life will help you feel more secure, protected, and less drained by mind think. This is where erp will help out a lot. You cannot change your partner, the runes advise you to live freely, trust yourself, realize the strength of flow and the beauty of not knowing everything. You are allowed to trust yourself and you are allowed to make mistakes. 4th rune (Action clarified) thurisaz, the rune of non action. Do not make hasty decisions, work on yourself, again counsel with your intuition and examine yourself. Now is not a time to make big decisions. This rune may also advise you to not take action in case you are walking into a trap. You must reflect and bring yourself in to a state of true balance and from there once you have clarity and only then should you make a decision. Personal advice: study up on zen and Tao. Its basically the practice of erp but more mystical, keep in mind these are ancient ways of communicating with the divine so it's nothing new which means it definitely works ;) I hope this helped you out!