Why is there so much studf about pedophiles every where. Im tired of clicking off video or skipping things. Like understand why children are everywhere by why pedophiles. Can people shut up about it. Im watching a stream right now and there talking about dude with child porn in his discord and now i think I want to go to his discord. I keep having intrusive thoughts like “you gotta look that up” or “ come on, we need to go to his discord” or “i like grooming, let groom people.” Sometimes its like “pedophillia is okay, lets watch child porn.” Its so annoying. Why are they everywhere. Im tired of feeling sick and nauseous. Im tired it trying to tell me im a pedophile, its annoying. Its weird because two years ago, i hates children but everytime I think that its telling me that im faking my hage and want to touch them. I dont want to be near them, its sickening. Why is this happening now? i cant watch shows woth children in them because it says i like the shows because children are in them but I cant skip the show because apparently skipping the show makes ocd worse. Like why are there so much children everywhere? And why are people talking pedophiles so much? Im tired of it.

I feel you. The month that my POCD crushed they found a 13 y.o. girl that was a victim of a p... then they found and another p... that they were looking for him years. I also have my friends making sometimes jokes on that theme. And then everything calmed down until this month I love theater it's my whole life. When I play or I write I feel happy and I am studying cinematography. This month in Greece it has started a #me too with women and men telling about their sexual and their language abuse that they have suffered from famous Greek actors and directors. And also there is a scandal the last two weeks about a well known actor and director and they accuse him of pedophilia and rape. EVERYONE is talking about that. I have read or heard really despicable descriptions about his crimes. Yesterday night I watched a video of him giving a press conference 5 years ago about The musical Billy Elliot that he uploaded and he was hugging children actors who were around him and I started crying and being really angry with him... Now the theater that I love so much makes me feel somehow disgust. The only thing that makes me feel better is my hope that I will might go to England study theater and work in theater there. I know that everywhere these things happen but at least the English theater hasn't lost the magic for me... Well I said a lot of things you don't have to read them all 😂😂 But keep only that I have the same thought. How is this possible everyone talking about that ?