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My OCD had once convinced me that I was pregnant, though I've just had my period then. If it was to be the truth, I would have a 1 year old baby rn. My OCD also tells me that I forced myself to get into the relationship without wanting to and now I'm with a person I don't want to be with lol.
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I’m a lesbian in denial who is also six months pregnant and only in a relationship because I like my partners attention. Oh and when I finally complete my life long wish of going to Paris I’m going to discover I’m a lesbian 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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That if I dont check the road in the mirror or drive around to check everything then I cant go home, the police will show up because what if i caused an accident I gotta remember every interaction that I ever had with anyone I had a crush on, or who had a crush on me or dated. Ended up making a list of 30 people since I was 12 all the way until 25. Had to mentally check it I was ever offensive or inappropriate. I fight the urge to message them and ask.. i already have and its embarassing to do this lol - what if I behaved badly with someone obsession Last year I had to remember everyone I ever met in my life or they would get stuck behind a door and die I have real event ocd about something I did when I was 12-13, that turned into false memories where I thought what if my memory is faulty and I committed a serious crime.. for 7 months I'd ask people, go through old photos, chats, memories.. write evidences to prove/disprove things.. rationalize it. I no longer have this problem.. i know i didnt do anything that bad, just childish stupid things I also have to check conversations, emails and memories.. what if I say something inappropriate especially to my female friends.. this one is big and time consuming Most of my themes are almost entirely gone now. I currently just face real event ocd, small mistakes from childhood or teen years are blown out of proportion and I constantly feel guilty for everything
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I’m a murderous pedophile who traumatizes children with her gaze and I’m deeply perverted
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I’m a lesbian in denial and at one point I really wanted to be a man 🥲 lol oh and I secretly am just using my boyfriend of 5 years because I can’t admit I’m a lesbian 👍😂 I hate it here lmao
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I’ll die if I pick out the wrong cereal at the grocery store. Weird way to go, but okay...🙄😂
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A funny one I have sometimes is when I sit on the toilet I'll have a mini freak out because maybe the bathroom is an illusion and I'm peeing in a chair in front of people I can't see 😂😂
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I’ve never commented on this app before, but I felt compelled to after reading this thread. I’ve struggled with different forms of OCD since I was a kid, sexual orientation and disease being two of the big ones I’ve worked through in the past. I’m now really struggling with POCD, which makes my life hell some days. I’ve never sought professional help for my OCD and I’ve dealt with it long enough to recognize what’s real and what’s not, but I still get so frustrated with it sometimes. So to be able to laugh out loud at this thread and find the humor in our situations is so helpful, especially after a difficult day. It means a lot to me to realize there are other people out there dealing with the same things I am. So thank you all for that, and for being able to find humor in something that is so often anything but funny.
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Everything we do is a partial sin.
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i’m going to stab myself with my work scissors while i sit here in front of a class of my students 😂
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That I’m an imposter in my own body. One of many oddities I have now 😂
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My contamination OCD tells me that if I dont wash my shopping bags even for 1 time, I get corona virus and spread it among other people too
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That I was going to be drafted into war... even though there hasn’t been a draft in decades and no major pressing war needs more soldiers. Struggled with that one for a longggg time.
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Cannibal, psychopath, satanist, organ dealer, rapist, atheist, a nazi , terrorist and the list goes on...
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I’m the talk of the town and people are buying pitchforks to oust and harm me as we speak because I’m so despised. I’m also a part time pedo when my mind/body decides I am and dabble in orgies with old women and men!
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OCD - what a loser!
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I'm a bisexual, but also lesbian that occasionally obsesses over the fact that I am a man. Oh, that I was also possessed with an evil spirit for being in denial. And that all of my friends hate me. Also that I'm a pedophile for getting some groinials around kids.
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Hey everyone. I wanted to share my story and some of the things I have/am experiencing in my journey with OCD- particularly with Sexual Orientation OCD. My goal is not to use this as a means for reassurance for myself or for any other, rather as to be a reminder for myself and you all that you are NOT alone. No matter what you are experiencing you aren’t alone, and we have all gone through the same thoughts and feelings as you, in whatever form they may have been. For personal reasons I will not share my name, but I do want to share about me and my journey with what has truly been one of the hardest things I’ve ever experienced. I am a 24 year old female and for as long as I’ve remembered I’ve always been a “worrier”. My dad used to tell me that worrying will be the fastest way I’d die lol. Oh! How I wish I could go back to those days of just simply worry. For the past few years I have struggled with what I now know is intrusive thoughts. But, luckily for me they were a little calmer than what I’ve experienced now. They were the occasional worrying that my boyfriend died but I would get over it rather quickly. Well, in may of 2024, I had just graduated college, was about to get married and about to move out. So, that triggered some switch in my brain and thus began this horrible disease of OCD. My main type has been SO-OCD but I have found some moments that I’ve also struggled with ROCD as well as some existential crisis OCD. I have unfortunately not been able to go to therapy because of money but I am on meds and have been using tips and tricks I’ve found online. My goal is to still go to therapy when I can find the right time. And I, like many of you have months of great “freedom” from the disease; and then, like I find myself now, fall back into its trap. I wanted to share some of the things I’ve experienced with this to see if y’all have experienced the same things and to let you know you are not alone. For reference, I am straight (I am happily married to my wonderful husband). 1. Thoughts from the past: I slightly remember having a thought that I’d be gay when I was around 12-13… that was around the time I actually first figured out what that meant. Even then, I (more easily than now) brushed it off. Continued to have about a million crushes on boys and never thought of it again. But now, with my OCD, I feel “convinced” that that was a sign that I was gay. 2. I have always been a girls girl. Me and my friend have a joke that we are worse than men! Meaning that when we see a pretty girl with a nice body, we stare. We say they are pretty. Never have I ever thought anything of it. It was always from a place of envy and admiration. Never a place of lust or anything along those lines. But NOW. OH! If I even look that direction I feel guilty, I feel like that’s confirmation that I am gay. And even worse- that is one of my compulsions. To look and make myself “prove” I’m not gay. 3. I have lost “feeling” for my partner. I love my husband. More than anything else. I could not live without him. But since this all happened, my emotions and fears have been all over the place that I’ve somewhat lost that feeling. It doesn’t help that I’m on medicine that can have that effect. I have to just remind myself that love isn’t always feelings, it’s a choice. And I choose him every single day. 4. sex life issues: bc/ of the OCD fear as well as my medication, I don’t have much sex drive or pleasure in the bedroom as I did before OCD… and, my OCD likes to convince me that that is because I would be better off with a woman (even tho I don’t want that) and then, OH THEN, I proceed to experience some groinal sensation from that though. So- cue even more “proof” that I am gay. well- that’s all I can think of now. Let me know if any one yall struggle with those. And I hope you know, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS. YOU ARE NOT YOUR OCD 💚
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I think it's important to be able to make fun of yourself and joke about these things, so, just for fun, what's the silliness obsession you've had? Here's mine: when I was six I convinced myself that my overdue library books would create a butterfly effect that would end the world
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I have experienced every theme that can be added to post but I’m currently experiencing those. So I am on the spectrum and I happen to have a high sensory profile and it definitely gives the ocd more to latch unto. I would see a pretty female with makeup done and it eatssss and I would notice the facial symmetry + how her features compliment each other and my ocd would be like why did you notice she is pretty, BECAUSE I HAVE EYES😭! I can’t be the only neurodivergent person that notices details and how attractive people are intensely? I do not even care about orientation but I know for sure if I was into women, it won’t just start plaguing me one evening Im my head shouting “you are gay” like man Im a female at least say you are a lesbian 😭😂😂😂😂. How can I genuinely have no interest and get outrightly repulsed by females sexually and romantically. It feels like I am being forced to be something im not. I tried accepting i am lesbian but I experienced more anxiety and could not sleep till I accepted i am still straight and it is ocd playing with me(ocd leave me alone, I don’t even enjoy playing with you) I accepted i am a lesbian like ocd said I should but why do I still love my ex and hope I marry him😭 + I couldn’t bring myself to be interested in females. OCD leave me alone because I don’t enjoy this game again! I’m not homophobic at all but denouncing Im straight doesn’t feel like home and I still find myself yearning for only men
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