I am going to do a chemical castration. So I am 18 year old male and I am suffering from pocd for last two months. I am not really rich enough to afford a therapist. So I am going to see for another 3 months if I still not able to get rid of this I would probably do a chemical castration. I am no longer sure if I am a phedophile or pocd but if I done chemical castration I no longer need to worry about it. If Chemical castration allow me to have a normal life I am more than happy to do it. My only problem is I am a catholic and I want to it is not a sin. Personally I think it Is not a sin because even the Bible says if your hands led you to sin cut it off. Instead of burning in hell with two hands you would be on heaven without your hand. I would love if you have any further advice on thanks 😊

Oh thankyou so much for your reply .but this two months been a hell I cannot do anything if I could lead a good confident life at the cost of my libido, I have no problem with that

@nohope123 That’s not your libido, that’s your organs! You need them for many reasons. And chemical castration isn’t going to alter your libido sorry to tell you. It’s only going to leave you with lots of pain I’m sure. Your life will continue to be hell if you don’t seek help or try to help yourself if you can’t afford help. What you’re planning to do will not alter the OCD in any way shape or form maybe it could make it worse actually

@Justmesadly Is there any free sources for this pocd? I cannot afford a theraphy

@nohope123 There are thousands , look up the nocd YouTube page, look up different therapist and researchers websites on Google. Look up Ali Greymond on YouTube.

@Justmesadly Thankyou somuch I appreciate it

@nohope123 Please please don’t harm yourself. All of us on here are in the same boat, that doesn’t take away from your pain and struggles. We are here to help each other. You’re so so young and have so much life to live and I’m sure you’re a great person especially if you’re feeling this way. A pedophile would never be scared of being a pedophile or feel any sort of guilt or anxiety about a thought.

Is there something like a reddit so I can contact you?

@nohope123 No hope123 who are you asking

@R1b1 You bro. You said you are dealing with it for a long time so I thought I could use some of your advice if you don't mind . Sorry if that is too much to ask

@R1b1 Also I have discord too

@nohope123 I don’t know how to use Reddit for something like that. I would gladly help if I can. I am seeing an NOCD therapist now and just being able to talk to someone about it really helps because often we suffer in silence.

@nohope123 I have discord as well. How can I contact you there

@R1b1 My name is Leonard#5026