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- Anonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
- Username
- SJSJ
- Date posted
- 3y ago
God loves you. He knows your heart. We dont like these thought thats why we have so much anxiety from them. With ocd we over analyze these thoughts and have gave them more power then they deserve. I have religious ocd as well and when i get them i tell the devil to fuck off. And i dont apoigize even tho my head will tell me to repent. Sorry im not sorry for cussing out the devil
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
There's two things I want to say. First, I know it can be really hard to see this at times, but remember that God works things to our good, even where it seems there can be no good: And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose. (Roman's 8:28) And second, nothing can take us from God: My sheep listen to My voice; I know them, and they follow Me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of My Father’s hand. (John 10:27-29) I hope this helps you both! :)
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
your a good person...but I don't see how I will ever see this as ok......I feel like God made this a ridiculously hard year and with severe OCD I had one day where I cracked.........those are comforting verses but at the moment I don't want to live.......like many here I have had a lot of bad things happen to me....its even worse if we did something....even if minorly bad......well I don't know how to look at it..........I am a confused soul I feel like a horse that is broken and just needs to be put down/euthanized.
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
you don't understand....I had a rage thought...I keep blankets between me and my cat when the cat was on my lap...I pushed up because I had an intrusive thought........and then I was crazy and checked a few times later.....it was driving me mad that I felt something and made it worse......My dad was yelling at me when I had the initial rage thought.....the devil used my dad to get to me......a lot of people here are spiritual and knows there is a God/Devil ......but the devil got me.......God doesn't like me.....I know I am a brat but I am pissed at God.....my conscience isn't the same.....I am not even young........my brain has gotten really fucked up over the pandemic...too much stress.......now I'll never be the same....SMFH....
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
and sorry you sound like a good person...sorry for sounding like a jerk..........life is too much.........This pandemic undid about 10 years of hard work........never lost sleep like this before.......SMFH...
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- SJSJ
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@Anonymous I completely understand. This pandemic is what started my religious ocd. And sometimes i feel like the devil uses my husband to get to me. I feel like im not me anymore. Even my relationship with God..i have evil thoughts about god and sometimes i really think they are my thoughts even tho i don't want them to be. I was such a go with the flow no matter what life throw my way.. i knew i would alway he threw it now i feel like im loosing hope and sometimes even faith which terrifies me.
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- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@SJ You are a good soul......I don't know what else to say........I don't want to confuse you....
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- Mike1975
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Ever wonder why you deserved this?
Anyone here believe in God? Anyone get mad at God for letting this happen to you? I was only 19 when this happened. I'm 47 now. I am not the greatest person in the world, I'm not the most moral person. But this ruined my life, stripped me of any potential I ever had. ANd it made every other emotional problem I have (borderline pd, major depression) far worse. I didn't deserve this. I've never married, never had a good job. I haven't worked since 2013. Everything gets worse. And I don't understand why it had to be me. I keep telling God "I never ever thought of murdering people until you gave me this." And while I may actually just be talking to myself, at this moment anger at God is all I have.
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- PhilippFree
- Date posted
- 1y ago
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3 hours awake and I already hate my life again. It was a bit stressful now and every time I am in a hurry I feel that my intrusive thoughts become stronger or more intense. My thoughts are maily blasphemous or sexual and I really cant get over the thought that I might have sinned. Sometimes I also feel jealous and envious when I see especially other christians who dont seem to have any problems. I cant even think that God loves me because I am a terrible person.
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