- Date posted
- 4y ago
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Well, I dont know how well I’m handling it - not really very well. First, I’m now nervous that the guy who has not been wearing a mask could have spread the virus to my family and me. And now I have to be worried for the next 14 days waiting to see if any of us get sick. But also I’m angry and depressed that this happened, that yet again I have a new OCD contamination thing to worry about. Contamination OCD - any form of OCD - is a constant battle. And I hate it. And it makes me live with almost constant anxiety and then I’m depressed over being anxious over things “normal” people just deal with.
- Date posted
- 4y ago
But! You haven't mentioned acting out against others, or acting destructive because of the lack of control. So I'd like to be supportive and acknowledge that: that is difficult, and you seem to be doing relatively well, given the very uncomfortable circumstance.
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 4y ago
I completely understand your dilemma. Something that helps me in these situations is the serenity prayer “God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference” (feel free to leave or take the “God” part out). You mention you are worried about the son working in a large indoor space with tens of other workers. I have a similar situation with my parents being elementary school teachers. While they wear masks, they can’t control whether students go to school or not, possibly with COVID-19. I learned to let go of my anxiety over whether a student could give them COVID-19 because I have zero control over that. However that doesn’t stop me from taking precautions and reminding them to do the same.
- Date posted
- 4y ago
I totally relate, and that must feel really awful. It sounds like you're handling it very well though!
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- 24w ago
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- Date posted
- 16w ago
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- Date posted
- 11w ago
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